azam kehidupanku...

strive for the best...insyaAllah...

2009-11-09T18:40:00.004+08:00

salam 'alaik...

menurut kiraan hari yg ada dlm desktop ku, lg 15 hari sy bakal menduduki selanjar 2...aig0oo...rasa cam baru jek lepas selanjar 1...alhamdulillah...lepas gak walopon rasanya preparation x cukup lg...

pengajaran gak ntuk xm kali ni...nota x abeh g ni...cns...tajuk yg bt0l2 tough...xtaw cane nk ilangkan rasa nervous neh...ya Allah,Engkau permudahkanlah urusanku ya Allah...

gdluck ntuk rakan2 ppsk yg tgh berjuang dalam dewan peperiksaan minggu ni...semoga kejayaan milik kita bersama...insyaAllah...

Yosh!!!doakan kejayaan bersama...

wallahualam...

win7..hehehe..

2009-11-01T12:26:00.002+08:00

salam...

xde pape yg penting pon nk di post ari ni..saje tetiba teringat nak update...byk bnde lain lai sbnrnye dah pikir dah post,tp asik lupa jak...nnti2 la yek...time kasih byk2 kalo ada sape2 yg rajin bukak blog neh...maklum la..update pon setaun skali...h0h0...

nak cakap ape psl win7 neh???hehehe...saje nk prom0t...saya guna win7 skang neh...heheh..alhamdulillah..menarik gak...win7 ni adalah latest version drpd win vista, & 4 sure much better than vista...bak kata kwn saya yg tolong adjust laptop sy neh (arigatou ne~..^^,) ,win7 ni version yg buang sume bnde x guna dlm vista & tmbh2 bnde yg menarik...plus,tenet connection jadik makin laju!!menarik bt0l...hehehe...

tp sbnrnye x brp elok sgt la laju2 sgt neh..dah terpengaruh ngan facebo0k lak...aig0oo..bukan ape,skang asik ngan game kat fb tuh...seb bek stick ngan 2 game je..kalo byk g xtaw la...tp insyaAllah,skang ngah cuba elak dprd main sokm0 (kaki game saya neh!aig0ooo)...walopon kekadang gatal jek tgn ni nak bukak fb...hahaha...tp tenet laju lg ok gak actually, sbb x bazir masa tggu die loading...hahaha...

pape pon, elak dr perkara2 yg lagha..insyaAllah...doa2 kan la ek...wallahualam...

syawal dirai,pemergian ramadhan ditangisi....

2009-09-29T16:34:00.004+08:00

salam'alaik..dah berkurun x bukak blog neh...maklumla..musim raya mana sempat nak berinternet...sokmo dlm keta on d way g berkunjung ke rumah sedara2...alhamdulillah...dpt jugak merasa kemeriahan Aidilfitri...

tp,hrp2 rakan2 x lupe yg misi kita untuk meningkatkan ibadah x sepatutnya terhenti sebaik shja laungan takbir raya bergema di masjid2 kwsn umah kita...sepatutnya usaha kita selama sebulan tu bersambung hingga ke bulan2 yg seterusnya supaya setiap masa kita akan dpt rahmat dan kasih syg Allah s.w.t...

sabda Rasulullah s.w.t,"barangsiapa berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan,kemudian ditambah dgn 6 hari di bulan syawal,bersamaan dgn setahun ia berpuasa..."

ayah saya menghuraikan maksud ayat ni....maksudnya,puasa di bulan ramadhan selama 30 hari,dan setiap ari kita berpuasa diganjarkan dgn pahala seperti 10 hari kita bepuasa...maka,bila kita puasa sebulan di bulan ramadhan,seumpama kita berpuasa selama 300 hari..ditambah dgn 6 hari di bulan syawal yg juga diganjarkan pahala 10 hari puasa,bersamaan 60 hari...300+60=360 hari...setahun la tu kan??huhu...

semoga rakan2 berjaya dlm menunaikan puasa 6 di bulan syawal ni yek!jgn asik igt nak beraya je...huhu..igt,raya tetap raya...tp ada batasnya..semoga kita x terlampau bersuka ria sgt smpai lupa apa tujuan kita hidup di dunia ni...dan semoga segala pahala yg kita kumpul ni xkan berkurang dlm bulan2 seterusnya disebabkan dosa yg kita dpt tahan waktu ramadhan,tp bulan lain,kita qadha balik...nauzubillah...

teruskan beribadah...semoga kita sentiasa di sisiNya...wallahualam...

"tidak aku ciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk beribadat kepadaKu..."Ad-dzaariyat : 51....

merdekakah kita?

2009-08-31T21:02:00.002+08:00

dah nak abes 31 0g0s dah pon, tp kalo ikut kalendar Islam skrg dah masuk 11 ramadhan dah...

rasanya selalu dah kita dgr pasal merdeka ni, tp suka sy nk ulang, dah betul2 merdeka ke kita ni? bg saya la, kita hanya merdeka di mulut2 org2 yg naif lg xtaw ape2...sbbnya minda rakyat malaysia skrg ni mostly kesan racun penjajahan tu belum wear off lg..huhu...sbb ape? sbb kita hanya merdeka dr segi fizikal, tp tidak mental...

kita ni skrg sedar x sedar merupakan apprentice kepada gaya hidup barat....tp yg xbestnya kita hanya apprentice kepada budaya yang mengagung-agungkan hiburan...mana x nya, kalo tgk kat tempat2 yg maju kat malaysia, cuba ckp kat mana yg xde org yg mengaku islam, tp masuk kelab malam, clubbing, minum arak, wat maksiat...xpon yg merempit, itu ikut barat la tu, bajet drift...h0h0...kalo tgk cite2 yg ditayang skrg ni pon dah byk yg ikut style barat...pasangan kekasih kene peluk2 baru romantik...smpai ada 1 tahap adegan kissing walaupun x buat pon, tutup ngan payung ke, tp x ke itu dah cukup untuk menunjukkan betapa kebaratan nye malaysia skrg...

kdg2 sy bengang jek kalau dlm paper, artis ni in real life peluk2 ngan makwe die masuk paper jd kontroversi, tp kalo dlm movie ke drama siap tid0 peluk2 main2 lagi xpe pulak? 4 d sake of dunia seni la kon0n...haish...x phm mentaliti org zaman skrg ni...bukan nk kata yg kontroversi tu x patut, tp maksud sy patutnya sume yg salah x patut la dibuat sama ada lakonan atau pon betul...mcm cite allahyarham p ramlee yg sy suke ni, pendekar bujang lapok...h0h0..

pendekar :"ros anak aku dah kene culik..."
bujang lapok : "cubaan...."
pendekar : "ini betul2, bukan cubaan..."
bujang lapok :"cubaan......"

hehe...saje selingan...suke cite die...haa...kalo tgk cite dolu2 pon, mana ada sgt peluk2 extreme ni...tp time tu pon ada gak la, even x prominent sgt...tp skrg, entahla...kwn sy sorg baru2 ni masuk dewi remaja, jd pemenang minggu ke berapa ntah..bukan nk aibkan, tp dah betul...hrp2 die x terasa, tp semoga die sedar lah...

memang dah fitrah manusia suka akan hiburan, tambah lak dgn ada godaan2 halus dok meniup2 semangat sukakan hiburan...sy pon kdg2 lemah jugak, tp semoga Allah kuatkan iman kita...teruskan beramal untuk meningkatkan iman...semoga kita xkan tergoda dgn mudah...astaghfirullahal'azim...allazilailahaillahuwalhaiyulqayyum waatubuilaih....

wallahualam....

Ahlan Ya Ramadhan....

2009-08-23T18:08:00.002+08:00

dah berapa lama daa x update blog...lupe plak isi2 yg b4 ni excited nak masukkan dlm blog...
alhamdulillah..hidup skang dah x bz sgt..dugaan xmungkin xde,cuma kene sentiasa berusaha menjadi seorang yg kuat dr segi fizikal n mental..tambah2 lak dgn virus influenza h1n1 yg ngah merebak ngan dahsyat (hyperbola jek)...alhamdulillah takat ni xde lg kenalan or family yg infected...

alhamdulillah..setinggi2 syukur kepada Allah s.w.t kerana selagi lagi kita berada dlm bulan yg mulia bulan yg diberkati n dirahmati, ramadhan al-mubarak..sedikit terkilan sebab selalunya sambutan raya lagi meriah drpd sambutan ramadhan...sedangkan dlm bulan ramadhan ni la peluang ntuk kita rebut mcm2 peluang ntuk tambah n perbaiki amal ibadat kita selama ni,..

lagi terkilan sbb dah mula promosi untuk hari raya, kuih raya, sedangkan amalan puasa masih x cukup2..bg yg cukup dr sume segi alhamdulillah..tp bg yg nampak bulan puasa ni sbgai bulan wat duit tp ibadat xpedulik sgt, moga2 sedar lah...

kalau dekat negara arab, bila abes ramadhan beramai-ramai menangis meratapi pemergian ramadhan bagaikan seseorang yg kematian ahli keluarga yg sgt disayangi...amat hairan kenapa kat sini xde pon mcm tu...kdg2 diri sndiri pon lupa sbb asyik leka dgn kemeriahan hari raya, tp bila fikir2 balik, agak2 sempat ke kita bertemu lg ramadhan tahun hadapan?bulan yg diberikan peluang seluas-luasnya untuk beribadat n memantapkan iman dan amal, bulan yg di dalamnya dihujani pelbagai nikmat, bulan yg di mana setiap amal setiap perbuatan yg kita lakukan diberikan pahala...beruntunglah sesiapa yg bijak memanfaatkan bulan ini dgn sepenuhnya...tp hrp2 berkekalan lah amal tu even lepas ramadhan...

kalau kita boleh duduk berehat sekejap dan berfikir, apa yg kita dah wat selama ni?adakah cukup amalan kita?adakah kita x pernah wat dosa kat org?pernah ke kita tersakitkan hati sape2? 1 hadis, mengenai org yg muflis di akhirat...sahabat bertanya, apakah maksudnye? maksudnya, org yg byk beramal, tetapi byk melakukan kesalahan terhadap org lain...di akhirat kelak akan diberikan pahalanya kepada org2 yg dianiaya tersebut, hingga 1 tahap habis segala amalannya dan hanya tinggal dosa2 untuk ditimbang, maka neraka lah tempat baginya...

moga kita tidak tergolong dlm golongan org2 yg rugi, sama ada di dunia mahupun di akhirat..jgn lah pula kita puasa, tp apa yg kita dpt hanya lapar dan dahaga, tp x dikurniakan pahala atas ibadat yg kita lakukan walaupun pada bulan ramadhan...

~Ramadhan, bulan memantapkan ibadah, bukan semata-mata bulan untuk beribadah...~

wallahualam...

AGM PSP

2009-08-02T01:58:00.003+08:00

Salam ntuk semua...
ni nak share sket la berkenaan sumthing yg br kejap td berlangsung...annual grand meeting persatuan sains perubatan sebenarnye, tp sj je kanak2 dental ni nk mnyelit...hehehe...xwat pape pon, sj tgk2 smbil teman rumet nk g ngundi...huhu...

nk dijadikan cite, pas isyak aku ngan rumetku beserta 2 org g shbt g la makan kat piza...hehehe...tetiba teringin..bajet2 time org ngundi br dorg nk join...alhamdulillah...sempat gak smpai b4 pencalonan n pengundian, even agak kalut gak r...ye la...tgh dok sdp2 makan tetiba dorg call, tnya kat mana..suh dtg cepat n ajak ramai2 lg muslim sbb non-muslim amatlah ramai...aku yg bukan medic ni pon agak terkejut gak la dgr..terus je km smbil2 mkn smbil msj kawan suh dtg...kalo lg rajin call trus...then bungkus jek makanan tuh sume wat balik...tp mmg waktu 2 dah kenyang gile dah pon...hahaha...

smpai2 sana, mmg nmpk la keramaian kanak2 chinese ngan indian neh...waktu mengundi, agak nmpak la ke x sepakatan tuh...yg malay undi malay nye calon, dorg undi dorg nye calon...tp pndgn aku la, mmg patut kita sbgai muslim meneraju tonggak kepimpinan ape2 persatuan pon dlm kampus ni...bukan nk kata bwh pimpinan dorg, x gerak kampus...cuma dr segi islamik x sedap la bnde tu...nnti diorg wat program x berapa memenuhi syarat2 yg diperuntukkan syarak plak..ye la, mana la dorg taw kan...hehehe...tp mmg bangsa dorg skrg kbykn phm islam, cuma x bt0l2 phm...kalo x xkan la dorg still kafir kan...hehe...tp hidayah milik Allah...semua tu hanya Allah je yg tau...sdgkn kita yang Islam ni pon still terkontang kanting cuba memahami Islam n mengamalkan Islam dgn menyeluruh...Astaghfirullah...

cuma yg agak 'panas' td tu bila tiba2 ada plak 1 grup non-muslim mintak kira semula...xphm gak sbb pe dorg xpuas ati..beza undi ada la dlm 20...plg kurg pon 10 r beza...tp ntah la...bila ramai bntah kira semula, dorg trus kuar dr dwn..sume!bukan nk kata sorg 2...sume...nmpk sgt la ke x puasan ati dorg tuh...hmm...xtaw la balik ni dorg nk post pe kat blog2 dorg...hehehhe....tp time 2 xabeh g prgram...bila nk wat cdgn,usul sume, nmpk la ramai muslim je tggal...ada kot n0n-muslim sorg 2...

tp ada 1 cdgn ni yg agak mengejutkan ramai pihak, sbb yg wat cdgn ni 1st yr...dorg x puas ati sbb u lain byk dissect cadaver...hahah...xnak la aku...kang dorg wat ngan aku2 skali kene...xnak2..xsanggup seksa mayat tu...then td bekas ydp b4 ni ckp, skang die dah final yr pon, xrasa penting pon dissect cadaver tu...sdp nnti dorg nk jaga org idop kan...yg dah meninggal tu bhgian lain la...tp agak bgus la bila ada senior2 kata, dr kata nk gak bg stdnt tgk bila masa autopsy dibuat, so dorg nmpak...tp, ntah la...cam ngeri lak...hehehe...

tu je rasanye...cdgn lain tggu la dlm blog psp nnti...blog i ni nk cite sket2 je...hahak...cuma nk cakap tahniah buat akhi azizi selaku ydp psp yg baru...semoga psp di bwh pimpinan akhi akn berjalan dgn lebih smpurna...jgn lupe dak dental skali taw...hehehehe...

wallahualam...

mY bB!!hehehe...

2009-08-01T00:13:00.013+08:00

ni la hamster2 aku...nama dua2 Bb...pggil je bb, nnti sure dorg dtg...tp kene bg mknn la...hahah..
dah gumuk dah diorg...makan je taw...tp aku gak yg suke bg makan...hehehe...xpe...gumuk pon comel hape...mueheehehhe...

saje nk share gmbo bb aku..tgk la yek...muehehehe...

ni bb ngah bersihkan kaki...hee..

ceni la die ngintai org..kot2 ada makanan..heheh...

ni ngah makan sambil duk atas perut...comel sgt!huhu..

makan carrot juara ikan bakar..h0h0h...

yg atas 2 tid0 fesyen yg xsopan...bwh ni br elok sket...hehehe...cam bola...h0h0...

ni tmpat fevret die masa lapang...tp kali ni sbb org nk amik gmbr, die tnjuk muke lebih...haha...

ceni la die time bosan2...merenung masa depan....

dorg suke berebut roda ni..bila dah bosan sama2 tid0 bwh roda..hehehe..

haa...ni mmg suka makan kuaci...fevret!h0h0...dia pndai kupas sndiri...huhu...

itu je nk share...my luvly bb!hehehe...kat umah byk g...tp yg ni bela kat sini...hehe..jgn gtaw org!h0h0h0...tp kekadang rasa cam kesian kat die...asik terkurung dlm tu...kdg2 bg gak main kat luar...tp xleh bg g jauh2..kat luar byk kucing...x snggup!!!!hehehehe...Y(^_^)

Rakan Masjid

2009-07-31T23:09:00.001+08:00

salam'alaik...rakan masjid ni sebenarnye br nak start melebarkan sayap kat usmkk neh...di bwh Pusat Islam usmkk, dipengerusikan oleh akhi huzaifah,medic 4, rakan masjid skang ni ngah mngumpulkan lebih ramai ahli ntuk join aktiviti2 islamic kat dlm kampus ni...semoga diberkati insyaAllah...

buat rakan2 masih belum mendaftar, anda sume digalakkan berbuat demikian...byk pekdah jadi ahli neh...kalo ada progrm yg kene byr leh dpt diskaun...pape program yg dianjurkan oleh rakan masjid akan str8 dipromosikan kepada anda thru phone...sumenye di ujung jari anda...hehehe...

ni saje nk promote kad ahli..muehehehe...kalo exco ada gmbr...sori ye...jgn jeles...hehehehe...

depan die...no 12..jgn jeles ye rakan2...muehehehe...

bhgian blkg...ni gmbo aku kene highlight...gambo skema...hahak...

so..pe lagik!jom r join..ramai2 kita berjuang ntuk Islam..semoga dgn program2 yg diadakan kita sume dpt beroleh manfaat, ilmu yang berguna n maybe dpt isi perut gak...hehehe...smpingan je makan tu...nnti di sisi Allah lebih drpd tu kita akan dpt..lagi 1 manfaat, kalo sahabat kita busy, nnti kita leh share ngan diorang...bukan ke lg bagus gitu?kita dpt sebarkan Islam sambil muhasabah ntuk diri sndiri...

ISLAM 4 ALL~~~

wallahualam...

reunion dental 08/09

2009-07-31T21:26:00.007+08:00

insan2 yg mengusahakan program ni..syukran ya sahabat...

bnde ni br wat je smlm...sj dorg yg naek 2nd yr wat...katanye rindu kat kami2 d14 neh...

muehehehe...bangga bt0l ada org rindu nih..ni susah jd kanak2 yg dirindui neh...hahak...tp rindu dorg gak...slalu je jumpe,tegur2 gak la...tp smlm jumpe agak sume cam best lak...lama xkumpul cmtuh...walopon ada freshies(adik buddy budak2 tuh yg dijemput ntuk mnghabiskan makanan...hahaha...), tp mainly ntuk kami la program ni...aku rasa amat gumbira lg berbesar hati..thanx dear frenz...

photographer yg xsedar org amik gmbr die...haha...

memula sesi taaruf, sbb dak2 tu bukan kenal sume pon...yg d14 pon ntah2 die xpenah nmpk muka kot...(ehem2...hehe...) waktu tu xtaw la nk suh dorg panggil 'kak' ke x...tp last2 xckp pon pggil kak oye,aku kata,"nama saya azma hayati,nama faymes oye..pggil je oye...huhu..."so ikut dorg la nk pggil ape...pggil kak lg ok kot...nmpk cam senior sket...hehehe...tp kak oye...hhmm...baik pggil kak azma je la...haha...

sesi taaruf n luahan perasan..huhuh...

then, sorg demi sorg gtaw pe masalah dorg...cam sesi luahan prasaan gak la...tp ada 1 ketika tu je aku sebak smbil bergenang air mata, bila Fina cakap, die sedih bila pikir, nnti kitorang final yr, dorang xkan ada kat sini lagi dah...aku lg la sedih...dr b4 ni g aku dok pk bnde tu je...

beza setahun x kesah...tp bila byg yg dorg xkan berada ngan kami lagi waktu km final yr, mmg sedih yg amat sgt...walaupon br setahun kenal, tp x snggup abeskan setahun yg terakhir tu tanpa diorang...

sesi bergambar b4 makan...muke lapo dah masing2 neh..hehehe...

makan2 time...huhu...

tp insyaAllah...kalau jodoh pjg, insyaAllah nnti leh jumpe lagi...syg korg sume...(^.^)

pantai irama...lalala~ \(^.^)/

2009-07-29T21:41:00.009+08:00

jumaat minggu lepas, aku,fad,oli,nad,z ngan aishah g pntai irama...saje jalan2 cari pasal...hahah...

sewa keta ustaz fikri stgh ari,pg tu g test komputer ntuk lesen memandu jap...seb bek lepas...hahahah...ye la...br pg tu nak bukak buku...dah la wat prektis b4 2 fail..haih...alhamdulillah...markah x tggi pon at least lepas...leh wat lesen L dah...muahaha...besh2!!!

driver terbaik 2009..hehehe...(mengampu je ni..hehe)

balik2 tu,trus naik keta g sana...dah la keta kancil,sumbat 6 org!leh byg x...org dpn best r...yg blkg ni cam sardin...seb bek dekat je n fad tau jalan...h0h0h0...

ni pas lunch ngan solat...lepak at pantai time!!!lalala~

sampey2 tu g lunch jap...sedap gak r mknn die...aku ngan oli dok aim satay,tp die xbukak plak...ptg sket br bukak...abeh mkn g solat...ari tu kan muslimin solat jumaat,so km g solat lmbt sket...kang tetibe sesat lak dlm klgn muslimin...masjid 2 xde la kecik,kang km g nyebok xde tmpt lak dorg...hehe..

fadhilah terlebih epi lak...biasala..jarang amik gmbr kan...muehehehe..

abeh solat, g lepak tepi pntai...oli bawak tikar dr bilik die...waktu 2,br prasan btpa keciknye bilik kat murni ni compare ngan pntai 2...hahaha....dok menyempit gak 6 org atas 2 sempit2 pon,makan gula kapas,air berkarbonat,colek buah,ayam goreng,eskrem,satay ikan....hmmm...tu je kot...haha...byk x makan...ngarut je keje....pasni kalo nk g lagi kne bwk mknn sndiri la...h0h0h...

makan colek buah ngan satay ikan...satay ayam xde,satay ikan pon jadi la...hahak...

balik ptg 2,xsempat pon makan satay...isk3...sedap r satay...sape2 nk g situ sila la blanje aku satay yek!hehehe...

tem balik tu plak,cane ntah salah masuk jalan kot...sesat smpai ke kb...hahaha...yg dok blkg ni pon xprasan sgt...wat cane..nyembang xigt keliling...hahha..tp alhamdulillah...seb sek sesat kat kb,kalo tempat lain??hahah...

nak balik dah ni....h0h0h0...

itu je nk cite..pnglaman sehari di pantai irama...best gile~~~~ \(^.^)/

p/s : pesanan ntuk sape2 nk g pantai, jgn lupe bwk tikar besar yek..muat ramai2 sket...heheh...tp paling penting, jgn lupe bc doa yek...kang sesat lak...muehehehe...

D14 ...\(^.^)/

2009-07-27T21:35:00.003+08:00

salam...

ni nk tmbah lagi post ntuk ari ni...hehehe...

d14 2 sbnrnye nama group dak2 yg ngulang dalam batch kami neh...doctors in 2014...insyaAllah...tolong la doakan ye rakan2 yang terbaca...
kalo boleh nk semua yang terkandas ni dpt kejar balik walopon xkan berada dlm year yang sama, tp kita still 1 batch...bt0l?hehe...

buat rakan2 d14, aku cuma harap xde la antara kita yang still tensen lagi...mmg tensen, aku pon tensen, tp sbb korg tensen...hehe...bukan nk suh korg relax, mmg patut study..cuma jgn paksa diri sgt...kesalahan yg lepas bukan sbb kita x pndai, n bukan sbb kita x blaja, tp bg aku, rezeki kita belum smpai...semua tu ketentuan Allah...kita hanya mampu menerima, tp dlm masa yang sama, kita cuba ntuk belajar kesilapan lepas n perbaiki diri ntuk masa yang akan datang...

"demi masa. sesungguhnya manusia itu benar-benar berada dalam kerugian. kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, serta yang berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran, dan yang berpesan-pesan dengan kesabaran..." al-'asr (103 : 1-3)

manfaatkan masa yang ada...nasihat ntuk diri sendiri gak neh..rasa cam byk dah masa terbazir sejak stat masuk sem...ntah la...rasa cam dah merancang...siap wat kalendar g...tp kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah tau ape yg lebih baek bagi kita...ya Allah...permudahkanlah hari2ku...
memang letih bila ape yang dirancang xjadik,bnde lain pulak bertambah..tp insyaAllah,aku mampu lagi ntuk tahan semua ni...Allah xkan timpakan ujian kecuali Dia tahu kita mampu ntuk atasi kan?
wallahualam...

sibuk @ mnnyebok??hmm...

2009-07-27T21:10:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum kpd sape2 yg rajin baca blog ni...hehe...ye la..dah beribu taun x update...sure org pon malas nk baca...wat cane..bukan malas nk menulis,tp x berkesempatan...itu la nk cakap neh, x tulis sbb sebok ke sbb suke menyebok...haha...bukan menyebok wat ape pon..tolong owg wat keje...bagus ape...heheh...
skang dah stat minggu cell & tissue...walaupun byk yg dah taw, tp lect kene g jugak...cuma kalo terpaksa tu...hehehe...tp yg tukar lecturer HARUS pergi...mana xnye..kang laen die nak laen kite jawab kan...mmg la isinya lebih krg,tp yg ngajo yg wat soklan kan...huhu...
alhamdulillah...skang group study berjalan ngan lancar walaupun ada ketika aku xdpt nk dtg awal @ even join,disebabkan kesibukan yang melanda...bukan xnak bg komitmen,cume tanggungjawab aku ni terbyk sket drpd ahli yg laen...bukan wat bnde keji kan...kite tolong anjur program ntuk stdnt kampus ni gak,ntuk kesejahteraan bersama...gpon aku jadi exco b4 tahu kene ngulang lg...sume 2 b4 ni punye perancangan,cuma skrg nak dilaksanakan...cuma agak terkilan bila ada yg kata bnde2 2 xpenting...ye la..aku sedar, sbgai pelajar yang mengulang x spatutnya aktif sgt dlm aktiviti2 lain...tp kalo bg aku, xbest sgt dok study 24 jam xkuar bilik...x bersosial ngan kengkawan...2 hv everything in balance sepatutnye yang terbaik...mmg patut lebihkan study,peluang ada skali ni je...tp aku ni jenis kalo pikir pasal study 24 jam nnti lagi tensen...xbleh2...xnak tensen2...

papepon,insyaAllah aku akan usahakan yang terbaik supaya seimbang sgla apa yang aku buat tiap2 ari...sedih sgt bila terpikir balik,aku ni asik pikir ape nk buat ntuk dunia je...tp ntuk akhirat,ape pon x prepare g...mcm mana la kalo tetiba esok dah tiba waktu ntuk kita kembali ke rahmatullah...agak2 ape yang bleh kite bwk sbgai bekal??
wallahualam....

new sem,new spirit insyaAllah...

2009-07-13T02:55:00.002+08:00

it has been more than a week since the new semester had begun...i just hope i could endure new obstacles which i haven't seen any coming...4 now...hehehe...
although,i do have 2 spend more time rearranging my schedule...well,new sem...everybody wants 2 start new activities...n i,happened 2 be involved in more than 1 activity within this more-than-a-week time...it's kinda messy,but i think i had it all in my planner...alhamdulillah...life has been better rite now...i haven't got new friends from the freshies though...but it's ok...i'm glad 2 know that my friends in yr 2 haven't neglected us who had left behind...well,their support really helps..that's the only reason i could still hang out with my friends,ignoring the year gap between us...even listening 2 their enthusiasm 2 start new sem was a bit sad 4 me,but i tried 2 look at the bright side....next yr insyaAllah when i managed 2 further 2 2nd yr,they can be my tutor...hehehe...
b4 this i was thinking of posting about how stressed i am when i knew that my old room last yr is again my room this yr!everybody blamed our,i dunno what's his title- in pjbt desa for rearranging us into our 'beloved' rooms last yr..well wat do u expect???almost everyone from my batch got the same room as b4,the same roommate of course...yes of course i'm grateful that i have place 2 stay,but it's not fair!i think i deserve more than triple room,which made me join lots of activities last yr apart from joining it bcoz i like it...whatever....rite now i can b happy with my old room,coz i've got new roommate,which is my bestfren...so now i rarely go and hang out at other people's room...hehehe...
what else eh?hmm...not trying 2 b 'riak',but i was chosen as the vice president of the repeaters group...insyaAllah..i'll use all my effort 2 help this group 2 b strong...2 bo0st their spirit...2 b the best among the rest...not all effort though,most of it 4 study of course...heheheh...
i think that's all...i've got class 2morrow...i've been studying other tough courses in bioethics block though,so i dun attend the lectures much...hehehe...dun try 2 do this at home...h0h0h...i'll start attending fully during cell&tissue block perhaps...huhu...but,dental classes...i hv 2 attend every lect...attendance is taken maa...aig0o...
insyaAllah...eventhough we were left out a bit,but we will soon catch up...even u guys(those in 2nd yr) r no longer there,u'r support is more than enough....help us find our way back...success shall b ours insyaAllah....wallahu'alam...

gudbye days....holidays....huhu...

2009-07-04T00:27:00.002+08:00

at 8am 2morrow, me n my friend r about 2 rush 2 d pjbt desa 2 get into our rooms...i've been in usm for more than a week, with the status of 'menumpang bilik org'...hehe...luckily not just us,lots of other people who went here earlier shared the same luck with us...how mean could they be not letting us get into our rooms with reasons that they dun wanna disturb the new comers...well,as though we're gonna kill them or somehing...as if it worth it..haha..
the reason why i came here early was actually bcoz i wanna study with my fren..so unfortunate that that noble intention can never b accomplished since i've got fever at 1st..not H1N1 confirmed!by myself..hehehe...other people was not infected though,so....i suppose i'm not one of d vicitms rite...hehehehe...then i have 2 help selling things for my coming program ALL ABOUT EVE...btw,the program will be held on 22nd n 23rd july,so all girls of usmkk,come n join us!we've done lots for u guys...hehehehe...
next so-called obstacles, i am now staying in nurani...2nite is my last nite staying here 4now,so i've been packing back my things in murni since early this week...but u know what,i'm so darn mad when i saw my things which should be in boxes scattered all over the floor just in front of the door...not outside luckily,but still...darn!so irresponsible 4 them 2 act like that...they were just thinking about their things that they let other people's boxes burst like hell in there...some of my notes even have footprints on it!talk about apex!what does that really mean???i mean, only the staff n some lecturers were so proud that this univ is an apex univ..i dun actually know about it though...hehehe...
anyway...i hope tomorrow n the day after tomorrow won't give me any problems...the start of new sem n the end of the holidays...let just pray that Allah will help us by making things easier 4 us...insyaAllah...rabbana yassir wa la tuassir...wa la haulawala quwwata illa billahil'aliyyil'azim...
gudbye my lovely holidays...the best of it was to be able 2 spend my holiday with my bestfren here...hehehe...
wallhualam....4 my adik tersyg yg kat sblh ni,jgn la marah aku x bg baca....baca la bile dah abeh tulis ni.. hehehee....
sekian....\(^_~)/

faiLuRe is neVer fiNaL....

2009-05-13T01:42:00.002+08:00

i've been thinking of posting this a while ag0 since i haven't posted much these days...well,lots of things that i need 2 say actually,but most of it lost before i managed to reach this so...so unfortunate maybe...huhu...
but i think i've made my point with the title over there...yup!samo words...but i'm actually trying to soothe myself with those words actually..for those who didn't know,i had failed the final xm last time, and so i have to repeat another year in 1st year..how glad will i be,stays young for another year...
to tell u the truth,i was so...sad...i'm a disgrace to myself, my family...that was what i'm thinking back there...nevertheless, i have to agree, no obstacle is given to those who can't handle it...i dunno if that's right, but my point is, there's always a reason behind some unhappy things that happened to us.. for me, i was grateful that i knew, i have lots of friends...not just friends,but true friends...and on top of them, i have a good friend...and i'm missing her right now...it's been 2 days since i've come home, and i've already miss her so much...hehe...
oops..there i go again, away from the topic...ok,come back already...that time when the result is announced, and the time where my name's supposed to be recited, which never happened, was the time where i'm truly depressed with myself...i was thinking, how will i be able to meet my friends anymore...everybody who had suceeded...i felt so small at that time that i want to crush myself with something...luckily, they helped me to stand again...but then, when i told my sister 'bout this, she was so upset that she even cried with me thru that phone..i've tried to be strong and not to cry, but as soon as i heard her voice i burst into tears instantly...she has put high hopes on me, but i've let her down....the same goes when my mom called her and wanted to talk with me...i just couldn't stop crying....but then, i got calmed when my mom scolded me for crying over my first failure...it's not the end of the world...there's still chance for me...as my sister said, people will never ask when i'm a doctor whether i was a repeater or not...as long as i manage to be a good and of course, professional doctor...but another thing that made me sad is that things will never b the same anymore...my friends, i can no longer be with them everytime even if i wanted to..i used to be such a thick-skinned, but i guess i can no longer be one after this...that requires extra courage u see...i cried everytime i think 'bout it that i can't no longer go 2 lectures with my friends, joke around during break time...although there're still many friends that share the same condition like me, but i really want to be with other friends too...

for my friends who had passed, congratz..i just hope u guys won't look down at us..help us, because ur support really helps...never forget me even if u really wanted to...huhu..i'm sorry for all the mistakes that i've done, the offense to anyone...thanls to all my friends who had brought happiness into my life...i was never this excited during the first year(is it?) hehe...whatever it is, i wish u all the happiness in life, blessings from God and success in ur life now and hereafter...

wallahualam...

wiN, L0sE @ dRaw...

2009-05-03T02:17:00.003+08:00

Life is a challenge...ever since we were born, nothing is made easy 4 us...we had 2 go thru lots of difficulties 2 understand what life really means..whether it's meaningful, whether we've wasted it or no change...those are the boring life that makes people do stupid things 2 find happiness...they never knew that the real happiness is when we are being loved, and not just being loved, but being loved by Allah..the most merciful...the almighty...
this is another concept that people especially muslims had left out behind...we were busy with our job 2 get high salary,busy with our study 2 be the best student among the nation, but we forgot who gave us all those things...all the wealth,health and else...our God,Allah s.w.t. He gave us a brain 2 think, all those complex creation in our body..that's why we are the greatest creation..human...eventhough humans are known as the weakest creation compared to angels and devils..but still, Allah has His own reason to put humans as the 'khalifah' on earth...that's why we have to worship Allah the almighty 2 get his blessing, his taufiq & hidayah so that we won't get lost in this journey of life...
a simple example is my professional xm last week...it has just ended last thursday(yea~), i can't really say it's hard but it's kinda hard..hehe...of course, who shall give u easy questions for medical student...i'm not one though, but still i have 2...well, life must go 0n not matter what...i was thinking how will i be able 2 get high scores when i was 2 busy during those days..(i didn't know i was busy doing what..hehe...) but when i think back, i began 2 realize, it's not 100% effort that counts, it's effort + prayers + tawakkal..insyaAllah...He'll give us what we deserve...all we got 2 do is ask...seek anything from Him, and you'll be surprised...He shall always be there when u need Him...because He loved us...2 bad though 4 people who still didn't realize...and in this fight of life, we are able 2 choose whether we win, lose or draw..and i choose winning...because Islam always wins...
wallahualam...muhasabah diri for me and everybody who read this...syukran jazilan kasira...

oN uR maRk.............

2009-04-03T15:44:00.005+08:00

23 days left b4 our pR0 xm this 26th April...hope by that day, all of us are well prepared...of course, sitting 4 d xm that shall determine our place in year 2 next sem...
frankly speaking, i'm so darn afraid...lots of notes need 2 be read, and yet only 3 weeks left b4 xm...what d0 u expect can be read within that range of time actually?
but still, we have 2 keep trying, persevere and pray a lot...no matter how hard we've tried, but if we didn't put our trust in Allah, very high possibility we won't be able 2 succeed...
insyaAllah, if we have faith in him + our own effort and willingness 2 sacrifice then success is ours...
last nite was a great example...i've stayed up last nite to study...(but i think i spent most of the time in front of my laptop..internet was 'very good'...it's so tempting...hehe..) i was all alone in this dark room, others had went 2 sleep...i was listening to the music when suddenly i heard someone screamed....it sounds as if she's scared or something...i was actually in front of the window...then i peeked outside 2 see whether something's happening outside...nothing...just a bunch of girls laughing...nobody 2 be seen though...then i heard my friends next door talking...i went outside 2 their room...i was knocking their door when i heard someone crying...darn!is she from this block...?i mean the one that screamed just now...my friends were so afraid actually...they even hesitate 2 open the door just bcoz i didn't reply when they asked who am i...well, i thought they were just joking..hehe...
then i went back 2 'my room' and my friend was already awake...then we ate something coz we're so darn hungry...during eating, 'that person' suddenly kicked the door or something for several times...it was as if she's angry of something...and then i made my own conclusion, stress!hahaha...of course...what else can make people act like that...
the point now is, i hope my friends won't act like that...it was crazy, and in my very humble opinion, stupid...sorry to say this,i know she's stressed...but that's not the best solution...
for us muslims,pray..may Allah be with us...praying makes us calm and when we're calm we shall be able to think properly... so guys, remember...we just have to do the best..and the rest,leave it to Allah...

wallahu'alam...

keKasih aWaL & akHir...=P

2009-03-09T16:27:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah...ari ni kita still dapat menyambut maulidur rasul dalam keadaan aman dari bahaya walaupun x aman dari maksiat&mcm2 lagi perkara mungkar...td ada 1 program kat tv3,ntah la tajuk pe...jmput ustzh Bahiyah,ust Akhil Hayy,Rabbani,Siti Nurhaliza,Mawi ngan Amy Search...nynyi je la tp...tp alhamdulillah..ari ni sume citer kat tv menceritakan pasal bnde2 yang berkaitan ngan hari kelahiran nabi junjungan kita...ntah la...bukan x suka,cumanya muka2 yang membicarakan tntg perkara itu muka2 yang selalunya berlakon..maksud aku pelakon yang 'berlakon' pegang2,peluk2....haih...kal0 bt0l diorang cm2 xpe,alhamdulillah...tp kal0 pasni diorang cam dulu balik 2 yang den x gem0r...
papepon. xnak cakap byk sgt..semoga rasa kasih & syg kita kepada Rasulullah S.A.W akan sentiasa mekar...semoga rasa cinta kepada baginda melebihi rasa cinta kpd ibu ayah kita & of course melebihi manusia lain....selawat ke atas baginda S.A.W....
diselitkan juga lirik lagu drpd mestika...sdp o00oo lagu neh..try r dgr yek!

Siratunnabi
~mestika~

Sungguh mulianya pekertimu
Sinar bercahaya di wajahmu
Kaulah Nabi kekasih Allah
Kau jadi insan pilihan

Demi umat rela berkorban
Jiwa dan raga kau taruhkan
Demi Tuhan kau tempuhi
Dugaan dan cabaran

Ya Rasulullah?

Tika mula kau menerima wahyu
Hatimu resah tiada menentu
Khadijah mengukir kata-kata
Bahwa kau Rasul buat seluruh umat
(Bahwa kau Nabi buat seluruh umat)

Bila kau hampir memejamkan mata
Lidahmu basah menyebut ummati
Kasih sayangmu tak bisa digambar
Hanya selawat pengikat kasih

lagi 1,berikut adalah program-program yang bakal kita jalankan sempena menyambut Maulidurrasul (Keputeraan Rasulullah yang kita semua sanjungi n sayangi)
Anjuran RAKAN MASJID USMKK dan MPDMN

Jom sama-sama kita Luangkan sedikit masa untuk menyertainya…Ajak kawan-kawan yang lain..Insyaallah…Allah bantu orang yang bantu agamanya.Sebarkan pada yang lain.Jazakallah

1. Majlis sambutan maulidur rasul
penceramah: ustaz farid ravi
tajuk: apa ertinya saya mnyintai rasulullah
tarikh: Selasa, 10 mac 2009
masa: 9pg-12.30tghr
tempat: dewan utama

2. forum maulidur rasul
panel: prof zabidi azhar
ustaz fadli shaari
dr zaharah sulaiman
tajuk: apa ertinya saya mnyintai rasulullah
tarikh: Jumaat, 13 mac 2009
masa: 9mlm-1130mlm
tempat: dewan utama

3. gotong royong & mjlis kesyukuran maulidur rasul
Potong2 daging, bawang etc2,Masak memasak
Sukarelawan pelajar amat diperlukan
tarikh: Sabtu, 14 mac 2009
masa: 8pg-3ptg
tempat: masjid USMKK

4. kuliah pemurniaan sirah
penceramah: maulana asri yusoff
tarikh: Ahad, 15 mac 2009
masa: 8mlm-9mm
tmpat: masjid usmkk

5. kuliah kepimpinan rasulullah
penceramah: dr ahmad najib
tarikh: Selasa, 17 mac 2009
masa: 8mlm-9mlm
tmpat: masjid Usmkk

6. kuliah tggungjawab umah trhdp rsulullah
penceramah: dr abd basit abd rahman
tarikh: Selasa, 17 mac 2009
masa: 230ptg-4ptg
tmpt auditorium ppsg

7. kuliah ittiba rasul: manhaj nabi di dlm aqidah & ibadah
penceramah: dr abd basit
tarikh: Khamis, 19 mac 2009
masa: 8mlm-9mlm
tmpat: masjid usmkk

8. diskusi intelek 'insan teladan sepanjang zaman'
tarikh: Sabtu, 21 mac 2009
masa: 830pg-1ptg
tmpat dewan nurani
pngisian: akhlak nabi: keindahan keperibadian nabi-ustaz nasim
akhlak nabi di dalam berkeluarga- ustaz hanif
akhlak nabi di dalam bermasyarakat & negara

9.kuliah hikmah rasulullah di dlm jihad & dakwah
penceramah: ustaz badrul hisham
tarikh: Isnin, 23 mac 2009
masa: 230ptg-4ptg
tempat: auditorium perubatan nuklear

cuRse u DenMark!

2009-03-06T17:18:00.002+08:00

The Holy Quran will be burnt on next Saturday !!!!!!!

Carrefour refused to boycott Israeli/American/ Denmark Products.

KFC ( Kentucky Fried Chicken), McDonalds, Hardees, Burger King, Pizza Hutt & Starbucks have decided to buy Denmark Products to save their losses.

Boycott Denmark Products and Circulate this news to whoever you can!!!!!

Denmark wants to Burn the Holy Quran on next Saturday in the large grounds in Coppenhagen (capital city of Denmark ), in reply to the Islamic Boycott on their products.

Please let's get together to boycott their products, and pray to Allah Almighty to show them the result of their intentions, which will be a lesson for the whole world.

Forward this to as many friends as you can.

السبت القادم سوف يحرق القران...... ادارة كارفورترفض المقاطعة وكنتاكي _ ماكدونالز _ هارديز _ برجركنج _ وبيتزا هت- وستار بوكس قرروا شراء المنتجات الدنمركية لتعويض خسائر الدنمارك قاطعوهم وانشر الخبر لان الدنمارك تريد حرق المصحف الشريف يوم السبت القادم في الساحة الكبرى في كوبنهاجن العاصمة كوبنهاجن ردآ على المقاطعة الإسلامية أرجوكم وحدوا الدعاء بأن يرسل الله عليهم آيه من آياته ليكونوا عبرة للعالمين (لاتدعها تقف عندك بل أرسلها

لا تمسحها ولا تغلق الصفحة امانة فى ذمتك ستسئل عنها يوم القيامة

لا إله إلا الله محمد رسول الله

لاإله ألا انت سبحانك إنى كنت من الظالمين لم يدع بها مسلم فى شئ الا وقد استجاب الله له. ..........الدعاء للراسل حتى ترد عليك الملائكة

Denmark is Loosing

Please don't let this mail stop in your pc.

Assalaamu Alaikum,

Great News

Hope you all know about the Denmark newspaper who made fun of our holy Prophet PBUH and till now they do not regret... let us make them regret for good...The Danish Ambassador, Prime Minister and Denmark National Channel; all are trying to do something just to stop the boycott by Muslims since last month through which their losses have reached 4 billion Euro. If we continue to boycott Denmark products 7 months more it could reach around 80 billion Euro's loss. Believers do not let this message stop in your PC. Please forward this text to as many Muslims as possible ....... Can't u spare 15 minutes in order to spread this message among Muslims .....

ASAP? REMEMBER THE

PROPHET (SAW) MIGHT ASK YOU ON THE DAY OF JUDGMENT,' WHAT DID YOU DO

WHEN THEY MADE FUN OF ME? HOW DID YOU DEFEND ME?'

7-up drink, LEGO, Cadbury chocolates, Hall Chewing gums or any product with barcode no. starting with 57

Please convince all Muslims to circulate this to Muslim ummah to ban

Danish made products

~adapted from friendster~

2 haRi tanPa noTa..lalalala~

2009-02-23T01:11:00.002+08:00

actually slalu je ada ari2 yang x baca nota,tp sbb kali ni mmg bt0l2 khas ntuk berpoya-poya...hehehe...

bukannye sesaja xnak pgg nota,tp sbbnya diriku mengikuti 1 lawatan smbil beramal ke bukit merah & pulau pinang....menarik la,kene bayar rm90...h0h0..ramey gak yg g..campur 1st yr and 2nd yr...ser0nok sbb sume 1st yr medden yg g 2 aku kenal...maka leh la mengarut bersama-sama..lalalala~

bertolak cam biasa,malam khamis...smpai kat masjid jamek tebok panchor x silap nama die...(pg2 mamai sket...subuh pon x masuk g time 2..huhu..) then bekfes kat 1 gerai dekat2 2...bleh la tahan sedap..yg lagi sedapnya aku beli belon buih!besh2!hehehe...dalam bas dok sibuk meniup belon..
sampai kat bukit merah,aku dah excited gile nak maen air..tp malangnye,xbukak lg tempat2 skalian...1st tmpat kami g pulau owg utan...menarik...1st time aku tgk di0rang dekat2...ketua die nama Mike..gile ganas muka...isteri pon 4!h0h0...

then g ecopark...menarik la jugak...aku suke tgk binatang yg jarang ada kat luar2 neh...tp aku byk amek gmbar ayam serama..kenapa???sbb dinasour + ayam seram0 = fadhilah a.k.a dinam0!lalalala~

next,saat yg ditnggu2!maen air!!!!menarik2!aku try almost sume bnde yg ada kat c2...aku g tube slide(ada video die,tp malu la nk tnjuk..hik3...),bo0merang(ngeri gile!tp diorang komen sbb aku maen senyap jek...ye la...i mana reti jerit2 neh!x mach0 r..muahahaha...) pastu maen2 kat ombak buatan...disebabkan kami g time tghari rembang,maka berlakulah superficial burn di bhgian yg ter-expose...h0h0h0...tp yg lg ngeri nye,time kami lalu atas jmbatan kayu neh,rasa cam pijak arang yg tgh membara!pedih gile kulit tapak kaki...aig0oo...sume owg berlari2 cam lari dr ujan,tp hakikatnya lari dr panas kat kaki...h0h0...

abeh maen2,sume owg tid0,maka aku pon join la...tp malangnya,bgn2 2 saket mcm2 sbb tid0 atas kayu keras + aku pon keras...h0h0...

time kat penang plak,yg aku rasa menarik hnyalah time g bukit bendera..katanya nak g batu feringgi,tp x jadik...diorang kata pakcik bas sesat..no wonder la sejam 2 berjalan x sampai2 g...bukan jalan la,nek bas..huhu...g queensbay pon x brp menarik...sbbnya bg masa kejap jek...aku nk shopping pon x brp smpat...h0h0...tp berpeluang nmpak hans isaac ngan jehan miskin in pers0n!lalala~x minat sgt jehan tp..sj nak wat yana jeles...muahahaha...kata nk g pdg kota,mlm 1st x jadik..mlm 2nd aku tid0 x sedarkan diri...sedar2 dah on d way balik...aku pon x taw diorang g ke x sebenarnye..hehe...

lagi x beshnye,spnjg perjalanan 2,aku saket kepala la plak...sp0il bt0l...mula2 letak koy0k jek..last2 x tahan telan panad0l jek..puas ati aku!h0h0...
1 lgi x besh,aku dok ngidam mihun sup....asik makan bnde mahal yg kurang sedap jek...
hehehehe...tp syukur ada makanan...cumanye kal0 murah sket lagi den suka..xkesah la x sedap pon...hehehehe...tp siyes,duit aku abeh dgn byknye...abeh la...pasni kene diet..kui3...

rasanya itu aje...laen2 cite dlm bas je..letih nyembang,jalan,ngarut....tp besh...byk gmbr berjaya diambil..tp laen kali r taruk...gambor2 2 xde ngan i...hehehehe...
sekian....

seKadaR menGinsaFi diRi senDiri...=)

2009-02-23T01:08:00.003+08:00

Message: Hari Kiamat semakin hampir

1) Penaklukan Baitulmuqaddis.

Dari Auf b. Malik r.a.katanya, Rasulullah s.a.w telah bersabda:

"Aku menghitung 6 perkara menjelang hari kiamat." Baginda menyebutkan salah 1 diantaranya, iaitu penaklukan Baitulmuqaddis."

- Sahih Bukhari

~ dah jadi dah...

2) Zina bermaharajalela.

"Dan tinggallah manusia2 yang buruk, yang seenaknya melakukan persetubuhan seperti himar(keldai). Maka pada zaman mereka inilahkiamat akan datang." - Sahih Muslim

~ dah nampak dah...

3) Bermaharajalela alat muzik.

"Pada akhir zaman akan terjadi tanah runtuh, rusuhan & perubahan muka". Ada yang bertanya kepada Rasulullah; "Wahai Rasulullah bila hal ini terjadi?" Baginda menjawab: "Apabila telah bermaharajalela bunyian(muzik) &penyanyi wanita" - Ibnu Majah

~ S'pore Idol, Malaysian Idol, Akademi Fantasia, Anugerah?..

4) Menghias masjid & membanggakannya.

"Di antara tanda2 telah dekatnya kiamat ialah manusia bermegahan dalam mendirikan masjid" - Riwayat Nasai.

~ memang dah nampak dah...

5) Munculnya kekejian, memutuskan kerabat & hubungan dengan tetangga tidak baik.

"Tidak akan datang kiamat sehingga banyak perbuatan & perkataan keji, memutuskan hubungan silaturahim & sikap yang buruk dalam tetangga." - Riwayat Ahmad dan Hakim.

~ ada anak tak mengaku ada mak/bapak pasal malu...

6) Ramai orang soleh meninggal dunia.

"Tidak akan datang hari kiamat sehingga Allah mengambil orang2 yang baik& ahli agama di muka bumi, maka tiada yang tinggal padanya kecuali orang2 yang hina & buruk yang tidak mengetahui yang makruf dan tidak mengingkari kemungkaran" - Riwayat Ahmad

~ boleh kira berapa jer para ulama' yg tinggal...

7) Orang yang hina mendapat kedudukan terhormat.

"Di antara tanda semakin dekatnya kiamat ialah dunia akan dikuasai oleh Luka' bin Luka'(orang yang bodoh & hina). Maka orang yang paling baik ketika itu ialah orang yang beriman yang diapit oleh 2 orang mulia" - Riwayat Thabrani

~ George Bush, Ariel Sharon....

Mengucapkan salam kepada orang yang dikenalnya sahaja.

"Sesungguhnya di antara tanda2 telah dekatnya hari kiamat ialah manusia tidak mahu mengucapkan salam kepada orang lain kecuali yang dikenalnya saja." - Riwayat Ahmad

~ jiran sesama islam pon tak bertegur sapa...

9) Banyak wanita yang berpakaian tetapi hakikatnya telanjang.

Diriwayatkan dari Abu Hurairah r.a. "Di antara anda?telah hari kiamat ialah akan muncul pakaian wanita & apabila mereka memakainya keadaannya seperti telanjang".

~ fesyen zaman skarang (tube, spaghetti strap, g-string etc.)...

10) Bulan sabit kelihatan besar.

"Di antara tanda2 telah dekatnya hari kiamat ialah menggelembung(membesarnya) bulan sabit." - Riwayat Thabrani

~ tak caya gi tengok...

11) Banyak dusta & tidak tepat dalam menyampaikan berita.

"Pada akhir zaman akan muncul pembohong2 besar yang datang kepadamu dengan membawa berita2 yang belum pernah kamu dengar & belum pernah

didengar oleh bapa2 kamu sebelumnya, kerana itu jauhkanlah dirimu dari mereka agar mereka tidak menyesatkanmu & memfitnahmu" - Sahih Muslim

~ try baca akhbar2 & majalah?yg popular skarang nie...

12) Banyak saksi palsu & menyimpan kesaksian yang benar.

"Sesungguhnya sebelum datang nya hari kiamat akan banyak kesaksian palsu & disembunyikan kesaksian yang benar." -Riwayat Ahmad

~ tengok kes peperangan Iraq...

13) Negara Arab menjadi padang rumput & sungai.

"Tidak akan datang hari kiamat sehingga negeri Arab kembali menjadi padang rumput & sungai” - Sahih Muslim

~ Dubai dah turun salji... Mina dah kene banjir...

Dari Abdullah bin 'Amir r.a., Rasulullah s.a.w.bersabda:

"Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun 1 ayat..."

pesanan…

Apakah Persediaan Kita Untuk Menghadapi Hari Pembalasan Kelak….

Wallahua'lam

~adapted from friendster..~

traGedi 31 Januari.....=P

2009-02-13T14:43:00.002+08:00

cam nak wat cite sedih jek tragedi neh..tp mmg sedih pon ending die...hahaha...

tarikh 2 actually tarikh knduri along aku belah j0hor...smbut menantu owg pggil...
aku balik ari khamis,str8 g kl sebab tiket g penang abeh...
so aku smpai kat hentian putra along aku ngan abg ipar aku amek...
umah di0rang dekat jek ngan hentian putra tu..kat gombak...
aku smpai petang,sbb aku bertolak awal pg...
smpai2 2 al0ng aku bawak g midvalley...
die tnya nak makan katne...aku bab2 makan ni xkesah...hehehe..
tp dlm hati dok harap bukan restoran2 yg diboik0t lah...
alhamdulillah...kami makan kat d0mino's pizza...sedap gak...try la skali nnti..h0h0..
punye dok round2 beli brg keperluan umah,dkat k0l 11 baru balik umah die..
patut pon dok shoppin,kosong jek...
ada tv(plg penting!=P),astro(lg pnting!) ngan brg2 dapur...
lagha bt0l dok c2...astr0 ada sume channel...kat umah aku hb0 sume2 xde...
h0h0h0...
sok nye 2,bertolak ke j0hor..femli aku bertolak dr penang...
angkut abeh sedara2 dr kedah...yg dr terenganu gerak pg 2 gak,tp dr terengganu la..huhu...

smpai j0hor,g str8 kat apartment femli aku dah stay...sr0nok bt0l jumpe femli..
d smping menayang lapt0p baru!lalala~
=P
pastu g jamuan kat umah abg ipar aku...
sedap...makan nasik lauk sot0ng pedas,ayam ngan sayur pe x ingat...
balik apartment,smbung menayang lapt0p..hahaha...

s0k nye,ari kenduri!
mak ayah aku g awal sbb sedara dr terengganu nak g pagi2..diorang nak balik dh tengahari 2..
pakcik aku x brani bawak keta malam2..die rabun malam...
gpon sok 2 die keje...
pastu,lebih kurg kul 2 kami smpai...
elok2 sampai dah waktu ntuk penganting berarak...
pengalaman baru,berarak ikut pengantin!hahahaha...terasa bangga la tem 2!
kui3...
bila smpai kat meja pengantin,mak ayah aku dok sebelah pengantin,pastu kerusi2 laen dipenuhi oleh sedara2 kami...
kami adik-beradik plak terpinggir di meja tetamu...s0b3..seb bek depan meja pengantin je meja 2..h0h0h...
menarik w0o...mula2 makan nasik sama ngan tetamu...skali 2 al0ng aku pggil adik aku suh amik udang g0reng kat meja pengantin..time letak atas meja 2,owg2 sebelah usha pelik je...hahaa...
aku cam nak offer,tp malu la plak..hehehe...
maka,kami makan je tanpa menghiraukan owg keliling..hehe..
2nd trip,ikan sweet sour lak!aduh..sedap bt0l..yg ni x smpat prasan owg tgk ke x...
hahahaha..

haa..tragedi nye begini...time 2 aku pakai ura..maka bila nak makan aku bukak la..
kene2 lak x bawak bekas nak letak,aku balut la dlm tisu letak sebelah aku...
skali 2,aku g la nyeb0k kat meja pengantin makan buah...sedap wo0 anggur!kempunan lama dah..hehehe...
dah la ada 2 gugus ,tp x abeh makan g ayah aku nak balik dah...abg ipar aku suh amik anggur 2...saje je..tp aku wat bt0l....sape suh die suh amek..hahaha...
tibe2 aku teringat,URA AKU!!!aku g usha tmpat makan td...andwae!!!xde dah...konfem2 dah masuk tong sampah dah 2!wuwuwuwuw...
kakak aku yg 2nd pon kata,"akak rasa akak terletak dlm pinggan kot0r 2 time die nak angkat.."
hahahaha..aku dah macam owg gila dah xtaw nak wat pe...tp rase lawak pon ada...
ye la..tggal ura merata-rata...mak aku sempat g perli...bkn perli aku la...
die ngah pesan along aku,jgn buh mnde ntah merata-rata kang terbuang...
aku pon,"mak ni perli org!!"abeh sume owg gelak..mak aku wat muka inn0cent jek..hahaha...

haih...tragedi yg lawak la kal0 nak disimpulkan..ada ke abg ipar aku kata kal0 aku insist nak carik ura 2 nnti die g gali rumput carik...watpe nak gali rumput ntah...hahahah...
tp lawak la...aku dok dlm keta ngan al0ng ngan abg ipar aku x larat gelak...
2-2 owg gila2 jek...
aku kureng sket r..mueheheheh...

2 je...smpey skang aku xtaw perkembangan ura aku..bukan yg ilang 2...
xm0 aku kal0 tetibe die jumpe kate,"ada dalam tong smpah ari 2.."
hahaha..aku gtaw akak senior aku yg wat ura ni...
die dah report lost...xtaw la further action nye...takat ni senyap jek...
xpe...xbleh taun ni taun depan...xleh taun depan taun depan2...insyaAllah kalo idup g..hehehehe...

doa2 la aku leh wat lagi ura ni...bukan nk sgt gigi lawa...tp alang2 dah stat baek abeskan..
cam besh jek gg lawa neh...baru la patient confident ngan aku...muahahaha...

khidmat masyarakat ke bagan hailam...

2009-02-13T14:25:00.002+08:00

dah dekat 3 mggu bnde neh berlalu,aku baru nak tulis..ye la...tem 2 lapt0p xde g...hahaha...
tp ada lapt0p pon kene study lu...hmmm...
stat 22/01/09 smpey 25/-1/09...besh wo0o....
kami g perkmpungan owg cina...
memula ingatkan tempat owg asli...h0h0h0...
aku pon ingat cmtu,sbbnye nama tmpat pon aku xnah dgr...
kat selangor,port klang...
time g 2,lalu uitm...aku terus msg rehan,kwn sekolah aku...
rindu gile kat die..lama x jmpe...tp aku x stay c2..
bagan hailam jauh dr c2..dekat sejam perjalanan r..
smpai2 pg 2 kat msjid pe ntah nama die...lawa...
aku amek gmbr gune phone fadhilah,tp kat fadhilah la gmbrnye..haha...
nnti2 la aku sumbat2 gmbar...
kat bagan hailam,menariknya sbb tmpat 2 kat tepi sungai ke laut ntah...hehehe...
cam sungai...ada ikan belacak ngan ketam batu byk kat c2!
aku dh biasa tgk dah tp...kwn2 aku yg x nah tgk sume dok kagum..h0h0...
yg handle kami kat c2 sowg chinese muslim neh...
Pn Marlina xsilap...dr mana x ingat la plak...
mmg bagus la...
xtv2 kat c2 lak besh!even just round2 wat homevisit smbil medical checkup,tp kami kene blaja sket2 bahasa cina..
Xin lian kuai le - selamat tahun baru cina
wang se ru yi...maksud pe ntah...hahahah...
aku x sebut sgt pon...malu lah..hud0h beben0r aku sebut..hehe...
kal0 ckp pon kang die balas bkn aku phm...so aku biar je ahli kmpulan aku cakap..hek3...
pastu,kat kawasan laen,xtvt sama je...
wat homevisit menarik bt0l..
tp takut la...byk anjing...
nk g hotel pon on d way 2 anjing kiri kanan...
takut gile aku!tp aku smpat sewa beskal kat c2...
besh2...takut la gak jatuh..kot jatuh kat tanah xpe..
ni kat lumpur bau ikan sume...siap ada tikus besar lagi...
ngeri bt0l..tp ada budak cina sowg ni jatuh...cian....
owg2 kat c2 pon cam bg co0peration gak r...
wat xtvt ramai yg dtg..even mostly kanak2...kecoh gile!
sowg senior neh punye la geram kat budak2 2...degil...h0h0...
dah la die marah dlm cina..aku wat b0do je la...x phm..hihihi...
xleh nak cakap byk2 sgt...ada pantang larang sket...hak3...
maka,takat ni jew bleh aku cite...

cume nye nak mengambil kesempatan cakap sowi kat kwn2 yg bersama aku kat c2...
aku rasa cam aku hot-tempered sket kat c2..
kot aku sowg je rasa xtaw la...hehehe...
2 je...wallahualam....

p/s: gamb0r laen kali yek!=P

frUstaTed @ m0Tivated????

2009-02-13T13:25:00.002+08:00

cam dah xde t0pik laen...pasal xm laa...hehehe...
bukan nye nak mengeluh sgt pon..just nak share...
kan sharing is caring...muehehehehe....
selanjar 3 ari tuh...takut sgt1000x b4 xm ari tuh...(time xm lg la!)
cuti CNY,aku nekad xm0 balik sbb nk wat study gr0up..
balik umah sah2 x study..g0daan......hehehehe...
tp permulaan cuti CNY 2 g khidmat masyarakat kat Bagan Hailam...
although amek sket masa study,ternyata berbal0i...
menarik,ser0nok,gumbira etc lah...
4 the 1st time in my life aku g umah owg2 cina,cakap cina sket2(cecewah!!tp most of the time aku senyap je la...x phm die balas pe...haha...),tgk akak2 medic wat medical checkup..besh3..aku tukang dgr+tgk+nyeb0k jek...hehehe...
bagan hailam nye cite jap gi aku cite...
pastu balik2 kampus,ada group study...
alhamdulillah...tercover gak sket yg nota2 aku xnah baca..
even cam byk jek ketidakfahaman time bentang2 tu..h0h0h...
tp,just b4 1st time group study,aku call ayah aku...
nk mintak beli lapt0p..(jpa br kuar la katakan..ahakz!)
tiap2 kali call ayah aku sure die tnya x balik ke...penat den gtaw..ada group study...
aku pon suh la ayah aku mai melawat..ehehe.tetapi...rupa2nya knduri al0ng aku kat belah joh0r ujung mnggu 2..aku p0n terus je cakap,"nak balik lah kal0 cm2!"h0h0h0..
ye la...knduri kat umah sndiri xleh g...
pas2,balik kampus smula ari ahad pg...letih gak la...
tp aku insist nak balik awal..1st aid nye blok neh..praktikal xleh miss!hehe...
tp,time mggu 2,aku x study pon 1st aid..sume depend on ape yg aku dgr tem kuliah...
bila xm,rupa-rupanya byk bt0l subjek yg masuk..(br taw???)
byk la tajuk2 yg x teringat..aku ni dah la jenis susah nak ingat,pastu kal0 gelabah time xm mmg konfem x ingat langsung!
dah abeh xm mybe la...itu yg frustnye...
time OSPE,alhamdulillah...aku plg takut slide,tp itu la yg aku rasa plg bleh wat time 2..hehe..
SEQ,xtaw la nk ckp pe..aku dah post bulletin kat frenster,di bawah tajuk 'sj je menggatal..hehe...'...ada la sesetengah yg concern bg motivasi sket2..itu yg motivated nye..h0h0...
time MCQ aku tawakkal gile2 r...hahaha....ntah...rasa xde m0od lak..aku taw,bahaya,xbagus etc..
tp itu lah aku...aku try gak nak ubah...tp ntah la...dulu time spm aku xde mo0d nk wat essay english...xde idea lngsung!akibatnya,xbest lgsung isi aku...aku smpat baca balik..aku taw mmg x besh pon...haha...masalah gak kal0 nk xm xde mo0d neh..study pon kdg2 cm2...hehehehe...

yg motivated lg,alhamdulillah,aku x mengeluh...bkn puji diri sndiri,mmg xbaek ngeluh...cam berputus asa ngan Allah...Allah akan berikan yg terbaik ntuk hamba2 Nya....just kene mintak slalu la..doa...insyaAllah...thanx kpd sume yg bg nasihat,yg jd tmpat ntuk aku mengalirkan air mata..hahaha...sensitip sket time frust2 neh...
thanx 2 all..
wallahualam...

just wasting ma time!=P

2009-02-09T03:36:00.002+08:00

this may not be the most appropriate time 2 post a blog, (well,of course,xm's on Tuesday!) but i'm trying 2 update this blog since i haven't post sumthing new since last month...
nothing much 2 say though...i just want 2 have some rest...i can't read all the notes in a row without rest isn't it?
to my frenz in usm, i'd like 2 wish u all the very best of luck for our selanjar 3..
cliche`~i know..but still, we have 2 encourage each other do we??hehehe...
pray 4 our success...
that's all i think...
i need my sleep now..
daa~
(^_~)

sAvE PaLesTin!!sTaRt b0ycotTinG!!!!!!

2009-01-19T02:10:00.009+08:00

as we all know, palestin now is in grave danger...israel seems 2 act more fierce than ever...well,bush won't be there anymore 2 protect their ass after this,s0 n0w they're trying 2 make use of the time left...by keep killing all those innocent people...

latest,more than a thousand people were dead,5 thousands were injured...they're n0w targetting children,babies,women and old f0lks...as if they wanted 2 eliminate the whole Palestinian from the youngest 2 the eldest....there sh0uld be n0 surviv0r at all, s0 that people of the next generation will think that Palestin belongs 2 Israel from the beginning...darn!

4 them,killing humans was never a hard thing 2 d0...why??because they have lots of weapons supplies...and where did they get that supplies???they're not that rich after all...well,we actually have been contributing t0 these since we were born...indirectly though,just because we buy things that originated from Amerika and als0 Israel...we're actually increasing their fund 2 buy and create new lethal weapons....we're killing our own muslims relatives!!!s0 guys,please start boycotting fr0m now on...

4 those wh0 haven't have the awareness of why should we b0ycott,unless u don't have the feeling of being a human,(normal human i mean...bush is als0 a human,but he's n0t n0rmal)then u should feel guilty buying those things...have mercy!give some donati0ns 4 them 2 build back their fortress,medicine supplies,food etc...even a ringgit have so much meaning on it...as long as we're sincere...

and f0r your inf0rmation,Israelian could be described as mental patients,wh0 are in critical conditi0n...they're attacking the h0spitals,h0uses and etc that has n0thing 2 d0 with their fight with Hamas....and sometimes they claimed that they accidentally bombed that place...well,the target went wr0ng,and s0 the bomb went str8 on builidings that occupies hundreds of people in it...bla3...lame!apparently only fo0ls will believe all this nonsense!

isn't it obvious????they're actually trying 2 put Palestin 2 an end....but i h0pe Pealestinians will never give up...pray 4 them my friend!praying and b0ycotting w0uld be the best thing 2 be d0ne by us students 4 n0w...insyaAllah,Islam will always win...but when that day comes,the end of the day will be very close....wallahualam....

may we ponder these and start acting!the choice is in ur hands....we muslims really need 2 unite against th0se people!please recite surah Al-Fath 48:26-27 and Yunus 10:85-88 for them...insyaAllah....

MPI ke-11....=)

2009-01-19T01:44:00.008+08:00

last nite-18/01/09,was the closing ceremony of Minggu Penghayatan Islam,which had started since December 30th 2008 until yesterday...all the activities were so interesting!i wish it won't end..because during those events,people seem 2 appreciate Islam even more...all the activities were based on Islam...during this week lots of things that i got 2 learn, especially regarding Palestin...

that will be discussed in other post...4 now,just wanna show my appreciation 2wards those who had organised this MPI, and i'm anticipating the next MPI,which will be next year insyaAllah...

of all the acitivities, the one that i love most is the pentomen &nasyid competition for muslimat,which was held during Hari Untukmu Wanita..and guess what!we've won the 3rd price!!!!!!wh00aaa......it worth it!all th0se practices,meetings....we were s0 tired just because of this competition....

i think that's all i wanna write...making it long won't make it more interesting,people will get bored instead...am i rite???h0h0h0...so i'll leave u with these posters,coz i don't have pictures during those events...i think...hehe...

s0b3....='(

2008-12-28T18:02:00.010+08:00

these are the pictures during my eldest sister's wedding....i was s0 sad when i 1st l0ok at these pictures,coz i can imagine h0w merry it is 0n that day..being the only 0ne wh0 can't make it there makes me sad even m0re..wawawawa....

nway,th0se wh0 wanna see these pictures,dig in!=P

minGgu Hed0nisme...

2008-12-28T18:02:00.004+08:00

bnde ni dah lama berlalu..tapi skang baru berpeluang nak nyebok kat dalam blog neh...hahahaha...
even rakan2 ku suke ngutuk...ye la,jarang gile post mnde2...skali pos, amik ngkau!
hahahaha...
btw, 2 all my friends, 4 those who never heard of hedonism,read till the end..i can't assure 2 fully understand, but it will be enough 4 u guys 2 just know the points of it..hehehe...
kite cakap campur2 sket eh...tapi bak kata cikgu Norlia, kal0 1 ayat 2 sume bahasa english,1 ayat lain bm sume xpe..itu bukan broken namanya..hehe...
hedonisme ni, mengikut pemahaman aku, adalah hiburan yang berlebih-lebihan...kita kat mesia dah mostly terpengaruh dgn cara halus yang digunakan oleh pihak musuh untuk menumpaskan umat2 Islam kat dunia ni...guna cara keras spt perang, penjajahan 2 obvious sgt..maka digunakan cara yang agak bijak sket, yang die taw konfem berjaya..
bukan nak ngutuk, ini kebenaran. just tgk remaja zaman skang ni...clubbing, melepak kat shopping complex dari pagi smpai pagi esok...
bak kata ust Akhil Hayy, makin byk shopping complex, makin byk hiburan...makin byk hiburan, makin byk maksiat..makin byk remaja yang terjebak dgn keseronokan duniawi yang palsu ni....
bila diberi ceramah diperlekehkan...this is not an assumption...remaja zaman skang ni makin berani menunjukkan betapa gahnya mereka melakukan maksiat....
orang kafir ni bijak, guna hiburan ntuk menumpaskan umat Islam...yang iman lemah 2 insyaAllah terjebak..yang iman agak kuat alhamdulillah....
eventhough masih ramai yang sedar, tapi dah ramai yang jadi mangsa hedonism..we're not talking 'bout mere entertainment that we've done in hostels, our home such as watching tv, movies etc, although those are also part of it...but my point now is more on those includes the attitude of muslims nowadays who have deviate from the right path...kal0 kita tgk balik, memang sedih tgk keadaan umat Islam zaman skang...
semoga rakan2 ku yang tersayang xkan tergolong dalam golongan yang mengagungkan dunia ni...
minggu hedonisme ni dilancarkan lebih kurang minggu lepas gak r...
yang aku paling suke, malam untukmu wanita...
bukan sebab aku mc (cewaah~~), tapi sbb perjalanan program 2 sndiri...seronok terlibat ngan program2 gni...tambah2 yang melibatkan ramai rakan2...seronok...
rasanya 2 je kot..tulis pjg2 macam la owang larat baca abeh...aku pon malas nak baca balik...muehehehehe....

WhY?????

2008-12-16T00:58:00.006+08:00

on 13/12/2008, i should actually attend my eldest sister's wedding...but instead, i was stucked in usm sitting for my xm!wuwuwuwu...that was the first 'kenduri' held at my house...

why should they pick that day for the xm??????

<== my family...

i've tried 2 ask the representative of my batch 2 request for other date, but that was the best they can give...

after the xm, i went out 2 kbmall(hehe),and my friend at home who went to my sister's wedding messaged me and tell me 'bout it...i'm s0oo darn sad!i never had a chance 2 look at the 'pelamin'!

luckily my family made a 'uniform dress' for that day,where all my family members wore the same baju kurung and baju melayu..and of course, i wore it t0o...but i celebrate it from kelantan...waaawaa...

the theme 4 that day was purple..mmmm...my favourite colour!hehehehe...

ni gamba along aku bertunang...latest picture during the wedding blom ada... ==>

well...i shouldn't feel sad anymore,it's already over...i still have other siblings, and my own wedding!hahahaha...

gigiKu baKaL menJadi LaWa!!!!hahahaha...

2008-12-16T00:38:00.002+08:00

yaY!!!n0 more c0mments 'bout my teeth,coz it's gonna be more gorgeous than b4..yeah i know, it's already well aligned,cute,pretty etc..(muehehehe...) but there's something i need 2 alter...and i did!

i am now wearing this thing called URA...i dunn0 what it stands for either,so don't ask me!ask those dental students other than 1st year students...hehe...

so guys, please!stop envying me...i know it's hard 2 accept, but insyaAllah,my teeth will be much better than b4!hahahaha...

p/s : can't show u the picture of ura coz i'm wearing it...haha...it's ok not 2 wear it though,coz it's not the same as braces, but rite now i don't have the picture...just wait...and i can't show any picture of me wearing that t0o,coz i'm so shy...hahahaha...still,just wait till it works ok!

i mish my sch0ol life,my sch0ol,and my scho0l friends....(T.T)

2008-12-15T23:53:00.007+08:00

xtaw la nape,tiba2 ari ni rindu lak kat sekolah ku dan lain2 yang sewaktu dgnnya...

aku rindu warden kejut bgn subuh,xpon kawan bilik sebelah kejutkan...pastu gi jemaah kat surau...balik 2 leh trus brekfes...berebut2 masuk DS...tolong amik makanan ntuk kawan...

rindunye...

tapi skang,sume owang kene bgn sndiri...kal0 yang bgn awal 2 bagos la..keep it up..tapi yang bgn subuh gajah ni,kene up sket!huhu...wallahualam la kal0 ada yang x bgn langsung...

pastu rindu suasana nak gi sekolah...even lebih kurang je cam nak kuliah,tapi x sekecoh time kat sekolah...aku kal0 bleh sume owang dlm blok 2 aku nak tegur...hehehe...

aku ngan wany ==> abeh kelas sume berebut gi makan...yang bestnye kal0 lambat geng dah jaga tmpat,xpun tolong amik makanan...kal0 awal kita r kene wat..huhu...

tapi skang,makan pon kat bilik je...even kal0 makan kat cafe pon,bukan kenal pon owang meja sebelah2...x semeriah waktu itu.....

<== time dinner batch 05/06

gi prep ptg pon besh...kal0 de PG(Program Gemilang) or kelas,bleh merayau2...hehe...tapi takut gak tetibe terkant0i ngan HEP ke,warden ke...aig00oo...

kat cni pon ok gak...time demo bleh jalan2 gak...h0h0h0...tapi kat cni xleh berpoya-poya sgt...huhu...

pastu ptg wajib turun riadah...even lepak2 kat bengkel pon kira riadah la...asal kluar dari bilik...haha...tapi kal0 gi main pon besh...release tension skeet...

tapi kat cni,ok la ada futsal...tapi cam xgerak gak...aku pon cam malas act..hehehe...ntah la...nak kata nak study,lepak je...hmm...

aku semasa bergelar exco Badan Wakil Pelajar... ==>

dinner pon besh makan ramai2...abeh2 round maktab ke,riadah dlm bilik ke,gi makan ramai2..kdg2 lauk sedap gak...kadang2 bawak balik pinggan kat bilik...hehehe...

prep malam lagi la besh...time die lama sket...byk masa ntuk merayau...kal0 baru balik dr cuti itu la time ntuk siapkan keje2 umah yang x wat kat umah pon..h0h0...

makan supper kdg2 besh,kal0 burger ke,sosej xpon nugget...tapi slalunye time2 ujung mnggu...best w0oo...bleh round2 maktab sambil makan supper...pastu leh amik supper ntuk 2nd round...heheheh....

tapi skang xde dah round2 u...gila ape??punye la besar...xde la besar sgt pon...besar sket la tp dari skolah...hahaha...

tapi aku pon rindu suasana student...sume muslimat pakaitudung elok je...sama2 betulkan tudung,sama2 con tudung..hehe...

tapi skang,ada sesetengah kwn kite ni,tudung pon ntah ke mana...rambut warna...

hmmm...

even kat skolah pon dah bleh nampak,tapi dulu pakaian xde la obvious sgt kepelikannya...aku rindu nak tgk dak2 sekolah aku pakai sopan...

skang dah ada yang pakai baby-t,seluar pendek etc yang mendedahkan aurat...

selesa ke pakai camtu????~sigh~

pastu kat surau,slalu b4 maghrib@ lepas subuh ramai slalu baca Al-Quran...suasana 2 memang best..

tapi skang...xtaw brape ramai yang still konsisten...aku pon kdg2 x terbaca...astaghfirullah...

pastu time dak laki outing kite ada usrah.....walaupun sekejap,tapi aku rasa time 2 la yang patut kita manfaatkan...ye la...sekolah sains ni kan kurang sket pendedahan agama...

alhamdulillah...kat cni byk program2 berunsurkan agama....at least dpt gak aku ikut program2 ceni..

kat sekolah dulu kal0 couple memang kene abeh r...ngan ust Romli,Pak Hassan etc...

kal0 yang couple 2 senyap2 jumpe,kdg2 berbalas surat...sms pon,kalo yang bawak phone la..h0h0..

tp skang, orang couple xde segan silu dah..bukannya nak kutuk,sekadar menegur...

pegang2 tgn,peluk2....konfem ke korang kawen ngan die???

even x konfem pon,still x halal ntuk even menyntuh...

couple pon act salah...bukannya xleh bercinta..cuma ada caranya....

aku rindu waktu kat sekolah...sebab time 2 aku rasa cam sume owang keliling aku owang yang baik2...sume bertudung...solat jemaah....aku sedih bila tgk perkembangan kwn2 aku skang act...kal0 ada kwn2 skolah yang terbaca,aku bukan kutuk..menegur...aku xnak kawan2 yang dulu aku nampak baik skang jadi pelik....harap2 korang sedar...aku takut,kal0 kat akhirat nanti,aku dipersoal...nape x tegur kawan2??padahal dulu kita sama2 njoy kat skolah...main2...tapi bila bab agama,kita xpenah nak wat sesama...wallahu'alam....

XM...........=P

2008-12-15T14:00:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah...both medical and dental 'selanjar 2' had passed...a bit awful though...i know it's useless 2 regret,but i act regret nothing...coz i think i've tried my best..i've read all the notes..but still, the xm's still to0 hard for me...maybe it's becoz of the question,the topic or even me...but mostly it's coz of me..it's kinda hard 4 me 2 remember everything in a short time...aig0oo...

nway, all those things had passed...time 2 move on to the next chapter of my life...life must g0 on...it's not like the world has ended rite??hehehe...

pray 4 my success!!!thanx...h0h0...

F0rum Nikah Tunai...hihi...

2008-11-14T03:10:00.003+08:00

semalam aku gi forum neh kat balai islam lundang...hehehe...bukannya aku dah nak kawen...saja je gi dengar...amik pengalaman...nanti2 senang idup...kui3...
ahli panel die aku x ingat sgt r nama pe,tapi sowang 2 cam faymes gak r...nama die ust hasrizal x silap...yang blog die saifulislam.com...ala,yang tulis buku 'Aku Terima Nikahnye'...huhu...sowang gi yang aku ingat die peguam,pangkat YB 2,perempuan!h0h0...
aku x ingat sgt point2 die tapi...2 bad...best w0oo...tapi wat cane,short term memory terlalu short..nak jot down x sempat...cam byk bende je die cite..hehehe...
so,in summary,nikah ni sebenarnye perkara yang simple...yang susahnya skang ialah mas kahwin yang jadi masalah utama zaman skang...mana x nye, mau tinggi2...cam nak jual anak pon ada gak...memang la die takut anak die x terjaga kang kal0 kawen ngan laki miskin...tapi kal0 anak2 diorang dah x mampu menahan nafsu,itu yang menyebabkan byk berlaku penzinaan zaman skang ni...sbb nak kawen susah...nak kene kumpul duit dulu,keje kene kukuh lu...last2 jadik andartu...dah nak tggu cik abang keje bagi kaya lu...h0h0...
1 cite cth kat tmpat ustaz 2 belajar,kat universiti mutaah kot...ntah la ejaannye cane..hehe...ada sowang nih daftar nama ntuk jadi tentera sukarelawan g bosnia ( tem 2 perang kat c2..)..so die tnya la,kenapa daftar masuk nih?owang 2 jawab, kal0 g sana, dapat elaun...bleh la nyimpan sket2...tapi kal0 mati kene tembak lagi senang, xyah pikir dah pasal nak kawen...sampai cam2 skali!kawen @ mati...h0h0h0....sbbnya mas kawen ditetapkan 3 kg emas x silap...alhamdulillah..kat mesia xde la plak undang2 cam2...kal0 ada,alamat jadik andartu la sume...xp0n kawen ngan laki tua yang kaya...hak3...
pas2 mas kawen ni ditetapkan atas persetujuan 2-2 blah pihak...at least cincin besi...tapi cam ada 1 kisah waktu zaman nabi x silap,mas kawen die sepasang selipar...so tnya pengantin perempuan,sudi x even ngan sepasang selipar je??die pon setuju...so,setel!kal0 aku,selipar....aig00oo....sedih ngat eh!kal0 tem zaman skang la...hehe...
pengerusi die besh gak...oghe kelate...die wat lawak cam ada pngalaman...cth die kata,laki balik umah,isteri pon masak...penat dah masak ni...macam2 lauk ada...pas hidang,tiba2 laki die tnya..."sambal ada sambal???"si isteri pon g la wat sambal..tapi sambil2 2 dok berleter,"ish die ni...owang buat lauk siap dah die mintak sambal plak...sok wat sambal je kal0 camni!xyah wat lauk!senang idup.."haha...aku suke!lagi 1,isteri ni kan kene jaga penampilan diri..baru laki lekat..die wat cite,laki nak peluk bini,tibe2 isteri 2 cakap,"abang!baru lepas pergi spa ni...nanti2 la.."esok 2 plak,suami nak pegang muka,"abang!tgh pakai mekap ni...kang rosak plak..."ari seterusnya,letak timun atas mata lak!(xingat dialog..)soknye lak,suami nak belai rambut,"abang!baru lepas rebonding ni!kang rosak rambut..."...si suami pon cakap,"bilanya baru bleh ni??""ala...saya buat ni ntuk abang gak...baru abang x cari lain..."h0h0h0...lebih kurang cam2 r...tapi die cakap r,2 bukan berdasarkan pengalaman...hahaha...
next,panel 2 cakap,laki bini 2 patutnya awal2 kenal dah cane perangai masing2...jangan la nanti sebab bende yang simple pon bleh cerai...cth sebab keta ke,harta ke...toksah la..buruk benor le...
bukan sume owang perfek dop??huhu...
die cite lagi,step2 dalam perkahwinan ni...time awal2 2,waktu bulan madu,sumenye baik...si isteri ngadu x suke tgk laki die pakai baju mana2,"xpe..abang bakar!"bakar siap...bukan nak buang2 ke sedekah ke..h0h0...pas2,baru la kenal hati budi pasangan 2 cane...pas 4-5 taun x silap,time 2 kene jaga bt0l umah tangga...sbb biasala kan,konflik...gaduh2...tapi bende 2 leh diselesaikan...jgn la 2-2 ego,xnak ngalah...nak kenal amik masa bertahun2,nak cerai bleh dalam beberapa minit je??memang buang masa bt0l kawen...chey..aku cakap pandai..tapi bt0l la,xyah la diikutkan rasa marah 2...kang bercerai berai yang susah diri sndiri gak...tapi kal0 dah bt0l2 x masuk xpe la...even Rasulullah sendiri pon pernah ceraikan isteri baginda...
emm...pe gi eh??x ingat sgt la...bl0m rasa nak kawen kan...xfokus sgt la...hehehe....tapi kal0 aku ingat nanti tambah lain ek!
tapi bak kata kawan aku kat sek0lah dulu,Rehan,belajar dulu baru bercinta...hahaha...
(Rehan aku pr0mot hang neh!!!!!)

i'M nOt yeT a hUmaN....??

2008-11-14T01:32:00.008+08:00

"For the 1st 3 years you guys r not human..."said Dr Fadhli, our phase coordinator during the Dental Anatomy revision class...

sounds hillarious isn't it??but that's the fact...for us dental students of USM,we hv 2 learn both medical and dental studies,COMPLETELY!all of 'em!kinda a burden though..but i act enjoy learning those things...who knows one day i might face a scene that has something 2 do with medical...i may not treat them though,but the least i can do is 2 try 2 reduce anything severe...isn't it sounds useful??hehe...

<== munirah & arina

ira & kay ==>

back 2 our main point now...the reason why he said that we're not humans not bcoz he sees us as pets or anything...he just wanted 2 stress how we should really focus on our study and 2 put aside things that normal humans do,like having a crush on our colleague..only when we are in year 4 or 5,then we can be humans...

i personally thinks that he was actually a very hardworking students b4,since he said that's the way he studied...he told us that during our 1st 3 years,we should always study,study and study!no time 4 fun,love or anything...we're not humans remember???h0h0..

<== abby

karimah ==>

this is what he suggested us 2 do...not actually suggesting,it's more like an order..hehe...

=>back from lecture,go back 2 our ro0m...have bath,pray,change new clothes and go 2 the library...stay there till the guard has 2 beg u 2 get l0st...well,he need 2 return home 2 didn't he?then,no time 2 rest just yet!find anywhere bright 2 read some more...until 2 or 3 am in the morning then we can have our sleep...he said that if we had our sleep for 5 hours is already luxuri0us...we need 2 sleep less than that actually...for him...

as 4 me,as a malay saying goes,"MACAM LANGIT DGN BUMI!"hahaha...

very3 different from what i'm doing rite now...aig0oo...do i really have 2 d0 all those things????

~~~sigh~~~

bajet skema...=P

Ya Rasulullah...kami merinduimu.......

2008-11-10T15:28:00.005+08:00

PEMERGIANMU - INTEAM...

(Ya Rasulullah...)
Kau masih tersenyum mengubat lara

Selindung derita yang kau rasa

Senyuman yang mententeramkan

Setiap insan yang kebimbangan

Hakikatnya, tak tertanggung lagi derita
Di pangkuan isterimu Humaira?

Menunggu saat ketikanya

Diangkat rohmu bertemu Yang Esa

Tangan dicelup di bejana air

Kau sapu di muka mengurangkan pedih

Beralun zikir menutur kasih

Pada umat dan akhirat

Dan tibalah waktu ajal bertamu

Penuh ketenangan jiwamu berlalu

Linangan air mata syahdu

Iringi pemergianmu

Oh sukarnya untuk umat menerima

Bahkan payah untuk Umar mempercaya

Tetapi iman merelakan jua

Bahawa manusia kan mati akhirnya

Tak terlafaz kata mengungkap hiba

Gerhanalah seluruh semesta

Walaupun kau telah tiada

Bersemarak cintamu selamanya

Ya Rasulullah

Kau tinggalkan kami warisan yang abadi

Dan bersaksilah sesungguhnya

Kami merinduimu

penGisian sKeet.....(^_~)

2008-11-10T14:13:00.005+08:00

jumaat lepas, aku join cam pengisian kat masjid kubang kerian...cam biasa, muka yang sama je...aig0oo..bila la nak ada muka2 baru ni...=P

but my point now is more 'bout the content of the programme..masa agak terhad gak la, dari kul 4 sampey maghrib je..pastu balek...so cam x byk bende yang dibuat selain solat jemaah ngan ceramah...tapi best!masjid 2 besar wo0..tapi masjid kat seberang jaya 2 besar lagi la...(chey..pr0m0t sket!!hehe...)

pas solat asar secara berjemaah, kami ada 2 sesi ceramah agama.. 1 berkenaan ngan aqidah, 1 lagi berkenaan Islam itu sendiri... yang pasal aqidah 2 4 sure la aku fokus lebeh sket..hehe.. ye la..aqidah aku ni wallahu'alam la tahap mana..tapi 2 be safe, kita kena la slalu berusaha memperkukuh aqidah kite ni ye x? iman kita ni bukan cam iman para nabi, para sahabat yang naik x turun2 ataupun cam iman malaikat, yang maintain je....x naik x turun...iman kita zaman skang ni kejap naek,kejap turun... kal0 slalunya naik alhamdulillah... tapi kal0 sokm0 rasa cam turun, itu need something 2 be done.. ni tgh tegur diri sndiri la neh...hehe...

emm...so,untuk rakan2 ku yang x join ari 2, ni aku selitkan sket isi2 ceramah yang aku dapat ari 2..insyaAllah kita manfaatkan la bersama2 apa yang cuba disampaikan ni...

kal0 ada 3 perkara ni, akan dapat rasa kemanisan iman...

1 - kasih & cinta kepada Allah dan Rasul melebihi segala-galanya...(lebih dari parents, & 4 sure la lebih dari gewe...hehehe...)

2 - kasih & cinta kpd seseorang, berpisah kerana Allah, berkawan kerana Allah..(bukan sbb sj2 suka, bukan sbb nafsu,& bukan sbb paras rupa...)

3 - benci kepada kekufuran, sebagaimana benci dicampak ke dalam api neraka..(tapi kal0 yang x benci dicampak dlm api neraka, buatla ape2 pn...this also implies 2 maksiat la ek...insyaAllah..)

6 tuntutan terhadap Al-Quran:

1 - Baca (jgn dok wat hiasan je kat dlm almari, or atas loker xmo bagi antu kaco..huhu..)

2 - Tahu makna (kal0 dah tere arab xpe la..kalo x rajin2 la bukak terjemahan Al-Quran..)

3 - Tahu tafsirannya (byk dah skang ni...kat radio IKIM pon ada...dlm kul 8 cam2..lupa dah,lama x bukak..hehe...)
4 - Tadabbur (maksudnya tahu ayat 2 untuk sapa...cam ada 1 kesah sahabat nabi,beliau ni memang suara kuat la..kalo cakap dlm masjid sume owang leh dgr...owang kat luar pon bleh la nak kata betapa kuatnya..~hyperbola sket..~1 ari 2,turun ayat,x ingat ayat mana, yang menyatakan,kita x bleh tinggikan suara lebih drpd baginda Rasulullah S.A.W..tibe2 sahabat ni terasa...beliau kata Allah murka dgnnya,lalu turunlah ayat ni..so beliau tanak dah dok dekat ngan Rasulullah S.A.W,gi masjid xmo,majlis2 yang ada Rasulullah sume die xm0..s0 sume owang curi0us,termasuklah Rasulullah S.A.W..so baginda suh sowang utusan g investigate...lepas taw,so Rasulullah S.A.W senyum...katanya ayat ni bukan ntuk sahabat 2..tapi sebagai peringatan,xingat la ntuk apa,tapi lebih kurang bukan ntuk shabat 2 la..hehehe..rujuk kat owang nanti ek...tapi nak kata,tadabbur@telaah ayat 2..ntuk sapa etc..tapi mostly memang ntuk kita la..para sahabat ni bukan ntuk die pon dah buat sampey camtu,yang kita ni memang tuju bt0l2 btg idung pon bleh kata,"xde kaitan ngan aku neh!huhu.."...astaghfirullah...)

5 - al 'amalu bil Quran...beramal dgn Quran...

6 - istiqamah dalam melakukan sume perkara di atas...

ntuk ceramah yang 2nd, die lebih kepada mengenali Islam itu sendiri..ye la...zaman skang ni,ramai je ngaku Islam tapi ntah die paham ke idak Islam 2...kata Islam,pakai baju x cukup kain..rambur di kaler..cam x bersyukur ngan kaler rambut yang Allah dah bagi..solat xpon...posa pon xnah...ada owang camni...kak aku citer, kawan die kat UIA dulu, Islam!tapi parents x nah ajar pon posa,solat...so bile dari kecik dah terdidik cam2, bila besar dah biasa la..wallahu'alam lah...

meh nak bagi kesimpulan je la...die bagi ari 2,kita copy and paste je lah ek!hehe...

Islam ni agama yang syumul, x bleh dijuzuk2 kan...Islam ini juga 1 cara idup..kita makan cara Islam,kita mandi cara Islam,tid0..sume lah!kal0 iklan bola 2 sume pasal bola, ni sume pasal Islam...tetapi, zaman skang ni, susah nak carik Islam yang tulen... byk yang dipalsukan demi kepentingan tertentu..owang skang ni tgk la, keje carik duit je...halal haram pon dah xleh beza..cara bersih ke kotor ke sume bleh, janji akaun penuh!xleh nak kata poket penuh, skang owang pakai kad kredit..ringan je poket..h0h0...so, untuk dapat Islam yang tulen, sumbernya adalah dari Al-Quran dan Sunnah...Islam ni juga agama fitrah..sume baby lahir dlm keadaan fitrah..x kesah la baby jepun ke,korea ke,mat salleh ke,sume Islam pada asalnya...bila kata agama fitrah, Allah dah tetapkan peraturan yang cukup indah, cukup berkesan untuk makhluk ciptaanNya..bila peraturan ni dipinda sesuka ati oleh owang2 kat dunia ni,maka akan berlakulah kerosakan..contoh yang paling simple,yang paling memang nampak pon kerosakannya, perlembagaan undang2 kat negara kita ni...salah sket byr duit...merompak ke,rogol ke,judi ke,bunuh ke...sume dibayar ngan duit..kecuali ada la certain2 hukum gantung...tapi berkesan ke bayar duit 2??kal0 buang sampah denda rm500,brape byk smpah daa bawah signboard 2 sndri!owang x heran la ngan duit skang...kal0 owang rogol,sebat brape kali,dok dlm penjara..dah...kal0 die keluar,buat lagi???xtaw la kal0 ikut Islam, rogol hukumannya cane..hehe...tapi kal0 bagi aku, hukum Islam ni memang patut dilaksanakan...baru la owang takut sket nak wat jahat!aig00oo...

aku rasa 2 je kot...nanti sambung laen...harap2 kita saling menasihati lah ye...xde owang yang perfek...yang tahu sume ilmu kat dunia ni...brape byk ilmu kita blaja pon,baru takat stitik air dari ujung jari kita kal0 nak banding ngan seluruh lautan...ada stgh cakap stitik air dari jarum...mana2 pon bleh kot,asalkan xkata sebesen ke,sekolam ke..hehe..bagi kawan2 yang membaca, kal0 ada pr0gram2 kerohanian ni harap2 ada la muka2 baru yang join...aku ramai kenal ngan owang pon thru these programmes...so apa salahnya sekali sekala kita letak tepi jap buku,bagi makan rohani kita plak...ni otak penuh,perut pon penuh,tapi hati kosong...hati ke?xpe lah...dalam2 2..h0h0...wallahu'alam...yang baik dtg dr Allah, yang buruk juga drpd Allah,tetapi melalui kelemahan diriku yang serba kekurangan ini...insyaAllah...Assalamualaikum wbt...

seLanJar 2.........aiG00ooo.../(.)\

2008-11-06T12:23:00.001+08:00

kinda creepy when talking 'bout xm isn't it??my other frenz in other unversities are busy preparing themselves with as much knowledge as they can,for they are having xm rite now..but not all i suppose...hehe...as for me and my frenz in usm,our xm is another 17 days fr0m now...u can say that's a long peri0d if u r already well-prepared..but 4 me......17 days???!!!!h0w am i going 2 cover all those subjets in less than 3 weeks???cvs block is next week, but frankly,i haven't finished even READING all cns notes!h0pe i can at least cover all the important things 4 this selanjar,4 i couldn't bear getting bad result 4 one more time...not anymore...ganbatte kudasai oye!!!!

but if getting bad result is go0d 4 me,since i'm such a playful pers0n,getting bad result might remind me 2 study harder,then i deserve that...Allah has a better planning 4 each of His creati0n...and i will always believe in Him...but......

EFFORT+D0A+TAWAKKAL=SUCCESS!

InsyaAllah....let's get ourselves ready my dear friend!i'm wishing u guys the very best of luck!!
may we all manage 2 pr0ceed 2 our second year in here!no 0ne's repeating another year!insyaAllah.....let's pray 4 our success....(^_~)

thE peRs0n i hAte m0sT.......

2008-11-03T21:58:00.006+08:00

cite ni bet0l ni...x maen2...aku siyes benci gile sowang neh...jahat gile r...kadang2 aku terpaksa ngalah,kadang2 aku dpt gak jauhkan diri drpd die...lega gile r kal0 sehari xde die...rasa epi sgt!bukannye xleh aku xm0 d0k ngan die dah,tapi masalahnye aku ni lemah sgt...kadang2 je aku mampu menyisihkan die...tapi selalunye x berjaya la...sedih sgt...

nak taw x sape yang aku benci 2???h0h0...

the pers0n is actually the evil side of me....

bahagian diri aku yang amat jahil....yang amat senang terpengaruh dgn kata2 syaitan...yang selalu berjaya mengalahkan 'the other side of me'....

memang sedih bila teringat...dosa2 yang dah aku buat...x kira la dosa kecik ke,besar ke...tetap dosa kan...tetap disebabkan kejahilan diriku ini....sedih sgt....orang patutnya hari demi hari iman makin meningkat...tapi aku rasa aku makin hari makin menurun je...aku dah makin lupe pada Dia yang selalu memerhatikan tingkah laku aku....yang x pernah lupa memberikan aku rezeki...tapi aku x bersyukur...apa yang patut dibuat x buat...pe yang x yah buat nak buat...pe yang x bleh p0n nak gak kal0 bleh...

"Ya Allah...ampunkanlah hambaMu yang hina ini Ya Allah...peliharalah diriku daripada seksaan api neraka...sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk syurgaMu,tetapi aku juga tidak mampu menghadapi api nerakaMu Ya Allah...janganlah Engkau biarkan aku terus terlalai dengan mainan dunia ini Ya Allah...janganlah Engkau biarkan aku mengagungkan dunia yang sementara ini Ya Allah...sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang Maha Pemurah,Maha Pengasihani serta Maha Penerima Taubat...terimalah taubat hambamu ini Ya Allah....tunjukkan aku jalanMu yang lurus Ya Allah...kurniakanlah taufiq dan hidayah kepadaku Ya Allah...semoga aku akan sentiasa menjadi hamba yang bersyukur dan semoga aku akan sentiasa mendapat kasih-sayangMu Ya Allah.....amiiin..."

DESTINASI CINTA...jom karok!hehehe...tapi muhasabah diri jugak.......ada kaitan ngan tajuk neh..hayati la lirik die......

Menyingkap tirai hati

Mengintai keampunan

Di halaman subur rahmat-Mu, Tuhan

Tiap jejak nan bertapak

Debu kejahilan

Akan ku jirus dengan madu keimanan

Tak ternilai airmata dengan permata

Yang bisa memadamkan api neraka

Andai benar mengalir dari nasuha nurani

Tak kan berpaling pada palsu duniawi

Destinasi cinta yang ku cari

Sebenarnya terlalu hampir

Hanya kabur kerana dosa di dalam hati

Telah ku redah daerah cinta

Yang lahir dari wadah yang alpa

Tiada tenang ku temui

Hanya kecewa menyelubungi

C/O Ku gelintar segenap maya

Dambakan sebutir hakikat

Untuk ku semai menjadi sepohon makrifat

Moga dapat ku berteduh di rendang kasih-Mu

Namun ranjaunya tidak akan sunyi
Selagi denyut nadi belum berhenti

Durjana syaitan kan cuba menodai

Segumpal darah bernama hati(Destinasi cinta Ilahi)

Lestarikan wadi kalbuku, oh Tuhanku

Leraikan aku dari pautan nafsu

Biarpun sukar bagiku melamar redha-Mu

Namun masihku mengharap ampunan-Mu

Wahai Tuhanku? Ya Allah?

d0om.....=P

2008-11-02T00:42:00.008+08:00

suddenly i thought i need 2 write sumthing 4 my fans 2 read...hahahaha....
act...b4 2morr0w's lecture starts i was h0ping that i c0uld finish my last week's hematology notes...
very unf0rtunate that i was such a playful pers0n,i happen 2 fail 2 accomplish my missi0n...s0b3...
2 notes left!0nly 2!!!!!!aig00ooo....
but n0t 2 w0rry...be happy...n live l0ng...h0h0h0...
i've been used 2 that phrase since i'm in f0rm 1...that SEEDS thing....
hmm...i wonder if my lower form schoolmates still remember that subject...huhuhu....

soo...in order 2 motivate myself,just try harder!

nobody's perfect...but we ought 2 try 2 impr0vise rite?

and just now i managed 2 get full mark 4 my cns quiz...chey....

although actually that quiz is kinda....odd...

but who cares...as l0ng as i managed 2 finish it b4 12...

but 2 be frank, i was w0rried with my performance...

2nd continuous xm is about 23 days from now,but very least that i know 'bout cns block...

h0w am i gonna answer on that day?????aig0oooo...

but again...don't worry,be happy,n live l0ng...h0h0h0...

ganbatte ikimashi0!!!!i can d0 it!s0 just d0 it!

yeah!!!!!!

but here's another thing i wanna share with u guys....

still remember the kid i meet when i went 2 kb last week with my friend?

yesterday i went 2 kb again(~hehe~), n i saw that b0y again...

but this time i was at 2nd fl0or and he's at gr0und fl0or...

i was actually lo0king 4 him 2...just wanna know what he's been doing lately....

i sympathized him act...i really d0...i was h0ping i could d0 something 2 help him....

bring him 0ut fr0m that kind of surr0unding...

but,i won't be able 2 d0 so 4 now...

i dunn0 why...but i think i can't...

the least that i can d0 is pray 4 him...let Allah decide his future...

i'll always pray 4 him insyaAllah...s0 let us pray 4 him shall we????(^_~)

CheCk tHis 0uT!=P

2008-11-02T00:03:00.003+08:00

no special events actually 4 d past few days...just trying 2 be a nerd...hehehe...but 2 be frank, being a nerd is the hardest thing 2 d0...4 me at least...h0h0...the 0nly reas0n i wrote this thing is bcoz i want 2 lo0k as if i have lots to tell in my blog...hahaha...hey...check 0ut my trademark!i made it myself just a few minutes b4 i wrote this thing....kind of wasting my time rite?but wh0 cares....i need s0me leisure time..(as if i didn't hv any...plenty act...)muehehe...

p/s : cute isn't it????muahahahaha....

Kelas Peradaban Nabawi...

2008-10-26T19:05:00.003+08:00

kelas ni aku attend jumaat ngan sabtu minggu lepas ari 2...nama lain bagi kelas 2 ialah program perbandingan agama...siyes best!!!alhamdulillah...Allah membuka pintu hati aku untuk g ke program 2 even awal2 2 aku cam ragu2...bukan nye takut aqidah terpesong..insyaAllah x terpesong...cumanya mula2 2 aku ingat die nak suh kita aktif dalam berdakwah kepada kawan2 non-muslim...tapi lepas pikir2,aku rasa baik aku g untuk lebih mengenali Islam d samping meningkatkan keyakinan aku bahawa agama lain bukan tandingan untuk Islam....berdakwah 2 wajib,tapi aku takut& aku cam kurang skill untuk berdakwah...tapi lepas attend kelas 2,insyaAllah,kal0 ada pape soklan dari non-muslim,aku akan berupaya untuk jawab...ni baru phase 1,i'm anticipating the next phases..hehehe...

penceramahnye bagus r....die masuk Islam 12 thn lepas...xsure lak um0 die skang brape...tapi yang aku taw,die ada anak 5 owang...anak die um0 setaun dah diajar tauhid,aqidah,bawak anak die g kuil,buddha,church n bandingkan ngan Islam...die ajar anak die kenal Allah...s0 kal0 dari kecik dah teguh dah tauhid,aqidah di0rang,insyaAllah besar2 nanti xde masalah la..n die ada gak bagi cth soklan dari non-muslim yang siyes kal0 ditnya kat aku,konfem aku akan senyap...xtaw nak jawab pe...tapi jawapan yang die bagi simple je,tapi cukup menjawab soklan...tabik spring r...slalunya kan...owang yang lahir dlm keluarga kafir yang dapat hidayah & then peluk Islam lagi berusaha nak kenal Allah daripada kita yang lahir dalam keluarga Islam...memang bersyukur kita lahir dalam keluarga Islam,tapi sedih sebab die baru kenal Islam 12 tahun dah tahu punye byk ttg Islam...aku yang dah idup 19 tahun ni pon x berdaya nak taw sume 2...subhanallah...betapa diri ini kerdil sekali...lahir sebagai Islam,tapi x mengamalkan cara idup Islam yang sebenar-benarnya...Islam is the way of life...tapi tgk kita skrg ni...byk yang mengamalkan cara hidup barat...xkirala dari segi pakaian,cara bergaul....Islam bukan untuk Melayu shj...xde langsung dlm Al-Quran sebut pasal melayu neh...even surah2 2 pon dalam Arab...Islam is 4 all...I LUV ISLAM!!!

p/s : kal0 nak suh aku citer lagi detail pasal program 2 nanti mai r kat aku...bdkk2 usm je la...bdk sekolah ke,owang lain ke,nanti2 r aku citer ek...hehehehe....

senari0!!!kehidupan.....h0h0...

2008-10-26T18:15:00.002+08:00

last saturday, i went to kb mall with my friend...we went there by taxi...hmmm...cam karangan budak darjah 1 lak...hahahaha....nak dijadikan cerita,kami ter-lalu 1 bo0th neh, di0rang jual al-Quran digital...agen 2 nsem w0oo...s0 st0p la jap dgr die nak prom0t2...hehehe...tibe2 aku teringat ada kawan aku s0rang neh memang teringin lama dah nak beli Quran digital ni...s0 aku tnya la further detail...ne taw, kal0 besh, bleh r aku beli skali...time 2 ngah offer, s0knye last day kat c2...kal0 time x offer lak harga cam terlebeh mahal, s0 aku ngan kawan aku ni pon ragu2...nak beli xnak eh???tapi.....slacknye...Quran 2 gune bateri AAA...ni yang maleh ni...pastu kami mintak nak jalan2 sambil pikir2 jap...seb bek kawan aku ni bijak sket (chey...), die cakap kite try selesaikan masalah ngan carik kal0 ada rechargeable battery beserta charger...jgn buat masalah...h0h0h0...

on d way 2,g la makan kat mcD...haa...ni citer lain lak neh...time d0k makan2 2,ada sowang budak ni dtg jual doa2,RM1 k0t x silap..die x smpat ckp pe g tibe2 ada sowang pakcik ni wat takut die...kira cam nak suh die g tmpat laen la...kal0 aku pon ngeri tgk pakcik 2!hehe...s0 budak 2 g kat meja lain...owang kat meja 2 ngah sambut bfday adik die la k0t...s0 owang2 kat meja 2 baik la gak,suh die tggu jap..nak bagi kek...so kami pon terpikir,baik bagi die makan...bagi duit bukan dpt kat die pon...pas die dpt kek 2,punye la hepi...sedih aku tgk...pastu kami pggl die lak,amik kerusi suh die d0k ngan kami...bagi la die makan fries...kawan aku ni lagi baik ati,bagi air 2 yang cam banyak la gak lagi...pastu kami tnya la nama die,dok mana,sek0lah ke x,makan x lagi...kesian...dh dekat kul 9 pon x makan malam lagi....tibe2 die tnya aku,bubur mcD yang aku ngah makan 2 brape harga...mula2 aku ingat gak nak offer kat die,tapi kang die xm0 lak share ngan aku...dah die tnya cm2,aku tnya la,nak x??die angguk...yang kwn aku ni plak dari td duk mintak nak amik gamba ngan die budak 2 xmo,pastu dah die nak bubur,kawan aku kata kal0 nak kena amik gambar lu...s0 bdk ni pon stuju...s0 aku g la beli bubur smntara kawan aku amik gmbar ngan budak 2...

tapi actually bukan 2 yang aku nak citer...just nak mnyatakan kesedihan aku terhadap bende ni...budak 2 baru 6 tahun,tapi dah kena g wat keje camtu...xsalah jual ayat2 Quran,doa2 ni...cari rezeki yang halal gak 2...tapi bkn ke die guna budak 2 cam nak menagih simpati owang suh beli?dat's why la kami bagi die makan,at least perut die knyang...bagi duit,owang lain yang dapat k0t...sbb bdak2 cani kdg2 yang suh die wat 2 bukan parents,tapi lebih kurang cam penjaga...tapi die cakap die ada mak,& mak die keje,kat mcD 2...cam pelik gak aku dgr..h0h0...die kata die tggal kat kedai bas mnde ntah...xphm sgt...kesian sgt aku tgk bdk 2...cam nak nanges pon ada gak...cane la kal0 aku kecik2 mak aku suh aku jalan sowang2 kat pasaraya camtu g kat orang2 kat c2 suh beli benda 2....alhamdulillah aku dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang bleh dikatakan cukup sifat...hehehe...kecik2 cam2 patut tgh njoy tgk tv ke time 2,xpon main2 ngan adik-beradik ke,kwn2...ni x,suh die wat muka tebal,hulur doa 2,mintak RM1...serius aku bengang gile ngan benda2 camni!bukan nye xbleh die nak tolong wat benda 2,tapi pikir la sket...sape yang patut g cari nafkah untuk family ni??kal0 die jual bersama ngan mak die ke,ayah die xpe...at least nampak la cam terjaga...ni tak!jalan sowang2 je...kan ke skang ni ngah hngat kes culik?kal0 die kene culik cane??klo owang yang suh die jual 2 berhati perut maybe la sedih...kal0 x,siapa yang nak bela nasib budak 2???wallahu'alam...semoga orang2 zaman skrg ni akan dapat berfikir dgn lebih rasi0nal sket....x percaya aku negara yang dikatakan membangun ni masyarakatnye macam ni...astaghfirullahal'azim...

p/s - xde gmbar la...kawan aku 2 ada r...tapi aku malas nak letak...hehehe...

saPe yANg saLah????

2008-10-23T00:58:00.004+08:00

K0rang suke dgr cite kan???s0 k0rang baca la citer ni...untuk renungan bersama....hehehe...

ADA SEORANG LELAKI PERGI KE KEDAI GUNTING RAMBUT UTK MENGGUNTING RAMBUT DAN JANGGUTNYA. APABILA BARBER ITU MEMULAKAN TUGASNYA, MEREKA PUN BERBORAK DAN BERCAKAP MENGENAI BYK PERKARA.TAPI BILA MEREKA MULA BERBICARA MENGENAI ALLAH,BARBER ITU PUN BERKATA,'' SAYA TAK PERCAYA ALLAH ITU WUJUD.''''KENAPA KAMU KATA BEGITU?'' TANYA SI LELAKI TADI.

'' CUBA KAMU KELUAR DI TGH JLN ITU DAN TUNJUKKAN PD SAYA BAHAWA ALLAH ITU WUJUD. KALAU BETUL ALLAH WUJUD,KENAPA RAMAI SGT ORG SAKIT KAT LUAR TU? KENAPA MASIH ADA KANAK2 YG TERBIAR? KALAU BETUL ALLAH WUJUD,DAH TENTU TIADA KESAKITAN DAN KEPERITAN HIDUP DLM DUNIA NI. SAYA X DPT BAYANGKAN ALLAH YG MAHA PENYAYANG BOLEH MEMBENARKAN SEMUA INI BERLAKU''.

SI LELAKI ITU PUN BERFIKIR SEJENAK. TAPI DIA TIDAK MEMBERI SEBARANG JAWAPAN KERANA TIDAK MAHU MEMULAKAN PERTENGKARAN. SELEPAS BARBER ITU MENGHABISKAN TUGASNYA, SI LELAKI TADI PUN PERGI.SELEPAS BEBERAPA LANGKAH,SI LELAKI TADI TERNAMPAK SEORG LELAKI BERAMBUT PANJANG,SELEKEH,KOTOR DAN JANGGUT TIDAK TERURUS.

SI LELAKI TADI PUN BERPATAH BALIK DAN PERGI SEMULA KE KEDAI GUNTING RAMBUT TADI DAN BERKATA,'' KAMU TAHU TAK YG SEBENARNYE BARBER JGK TIDAK WUJUD?''''KENAPA KAMU KATA MCM TU? SEDANGKAN SAYA BARU SAJE GUNTING RAMBUT KAMU TADI''.KATA BARBER.''TIDAK!'' KATA SI LELAKI TADI.''KALAU BARBER WUJUD, DAH TENTU TIDAK ADA ORG YG BERAMBUT PANJANG TIDAK TERURUS DAN KOTOR SERTA JANGGUT YG PANJANG DAN KOTOR MCM LELAKI DI TEPI JALAN ITU''.''AH! BARBER MMG WUJUD! LELAKI TU JADI MCM TU SBB DIA TIDAK DTG PADA SAYA UTK MENGGUNTING RAMBUTNYE!''.KATA BARBER.''TEPAT SEKALI!''. KATA SI LELAKI TADI.''THAT'S THE POINT!. ALLAH JGK WUJUD. ITULAH YG TERJADI (KEPERITAN&PENDERITAAN) JIKA MANUSIA TIDAK MENGINGATINYA DAN KEMBALI PADANYA UTK MEMOHON PERTOLONGAN....

Renung2 kan dan selamat beramal!!!!(^_~)

APE YANG PALING DEKAT DGN KITA???

2008-10-20T23:33:00.004+08:00

Pesan Imam Al-Ghazali:
Yang dekat itu MATI,
Yang jauh itu MASA,
Yang besar itu NAFSU,
Yang berat itu AMANAH,
Yang indah itu SOLAT,
Yang tajam itu LIDAH....

"Orang yang bijak ialah orang yang selalu berfikir tentang kematian..."

Ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara...
- sihat sebelum sakit
-muda sebelum tua
-kaya sebelum miskin
-lapang sebelum sempit
-hidup sebelum mati

Kita selalu terlupa, hidup di dunia hanya sementara...Tiada yang kekal kecuali Allah yang Maha Esa...Tetapi kita tetap melebihkan dunia daripada akhirat...kita tetap mengejar keuntungan dunia daripada keuntungan akhirat...kita selalu mengharapkan kebahagiaan dan kejayaan di dunia tapi kita lupa mengharapkan untuk akhirat....kita selalu terleka dengan kehidupan dunia....Andai di akhirat kelak kita dihisab, malang sekali jika tergolong dalam golongan yang mendapat kitab amalan mereka dgn tgn kiri...mereka yang gagal melintas titian siratulmustaqim...mereka yang dijamin neraka jahannam...maka saudara2 ku,marilah kita sama2 muhasabah diri kita....apakah amal yang telah kita lakukan pada hari ini???layakkah kita mendapat syurga Allah dengan amal ibadat kita sekarang???Wallahu'alam...

~AL-FATIHAH untuk senior saya, Wan Maisara yang baru meninggal malam semalam akibat kanser....~

Where are we????

2008-10-20T18:30:00.005+08:00

Allhamdulillah...lots of us have managed to enter university,doesn't matter local or overseas....whatever course u r in, still,u'r g0nna contribute something 2 the country when u work later on...but as a student, of course most of us wanna give our full attenti0n 2 our study....study is the main pri0rity right???we even barely have time 2 spend 4 our religious xtvt...4 example last weekend, the seni0rs had done Liqa' muslimat, which is some kind of meeting or something...but it's not just a meeting, it's a meeting made mainly 2 tighten the realtionship between us muslimats, and als0 2 give us more knowledge concerning Islam...people may say, we are already muslims,we should already know those things...but those people doesn't seem 2 know that the effort to gain a knowledge is important...not just knowldge about medical,dental, but also 'bout our religious...what dissapoints me is that, the people that attend the meeting is the same people that attend last meeting...i was h0ping 2 see new faces, so that i'll know that pe0ple are getting better everyday...i'm not saying i'm go0d, coz the reason i joined that meeting is 2 'muhasabah diri' 2 become a better muslim...night b4 d liqa', i've joined kuliah kefahaman Islam, where there are lots of 'ceramah' done...after the 'ceramah', we had some kind of group discussion with the seniors, where we discussed the things that we've learned in that program...one of the seni0r had said s0mething that really made me 'terasa'...i am already 19, but my knowldege about Islam is t0o little compared 2 my knowledge concerning my study...my knowledge 4 19 years is the same like a 9-yr old kid...what would i say if a non-muslim suddenly asked me 'bout Islam?am i going 2 be able 2 answer properly??or am i going 2 just stand there, saying ''ahh..well..i think...emm...."...astaghfirullah....what 'bout u guys??h0w far do u know about Islam???

PLAN A WORK & WORK THE PLAN.....

2008-10-20T18:14:00.005+08:00

planning a work seems easy, but working the plan is kind of tough....4 me,it's true...hehehe...
some people think that being a leader in a community is cool, but they don't have such ability....
this topic has nothing to do with anybody actually,it's only 'bout me...
daa...this is my blog remember???
h0h0h0...
'bout the leadership thing, 4 me everybody is capable to be a leader...leading ourselves is actually much harder than leading other people, for even if we've done everything 2 bring sumone 2 the right path, it still depends on him whether he wanted 2 change or not...he leads himself, other people can just show him the way...
i'm actually advising myself right now...
coz i'm planning 2 t0 l0ts of things recently, but only some were done successfully...
hehehe...
but, this is not the end...i'd say that planning ur work is actually go0d, because when u plan something, at least it will always remain in ur list even if u didn't manage to do it on time...
s0,keep planning!!!hahaha...
but of course, PLAN A WORK, AND WORK THE PLAN...
that's what an excellent person does, and i'm sure going 2 be one 2 if i stick 2 it...insyaAllah...

TAUBAT SEORANG HAMBA

2008-10-20T18:13:00.000+08:00

Irsyadee

hati hiba mgngkan dosa2 yg ku lakukan
oh tuhan maha kuasa
terima taubat hamba brdosa
ku akui kelemahan diri
ku insafi kekurangan ini
ku kesali kejahilan ini
terimalah...terimalah..terimalah...taubatku ini

telah aku merasakan derita jiwa dan perasaan
kerna hilang dari jalan menuju redhamu ya tuhan...

ku akui kelemahan diri
ku insafi kekurangan ini
ku kesali kejahilan ini
terimalah...terimalah..terimalah...taubatku ini

di hamparan ini ku meminta moga taubatku diterima...
ku akui kelemahan diri
ku insafi kekurangan ini
ku kesali kejahilan ini
terimalah...terimalah..terimalah...taubatku ini (2x)

raye yang cam besh!!!!

2008-10-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

last week on 10/10/2008,ada jamuan raya khasnya untuk sume kanak2 1st year tahun ni,x kire lah g6 @ freshies....aku jadik ajk yang menganjurkan bende neh...letih w0o keje dok anta suwat jek kat hep tu...sampey penolong pendaftar 2 tanya nama aku...tapi....ada can nak dapat merit lebih neh!hahaha...bilik single!!!!hehehe...pape p0n,sambutan drpd pelajar amatlah kurang menggalakkan...
heran aku...
aku punye la bajet 0wang excited,tiba2 jangkaanku meleset!aig0oo...
dak2 ppsk(sains kesihatan) bleh terima r di0rang ada xm...
medic ngan dental students p0n aku paham,sume nak study...
aku p0n nak...
tapi amat menghairankan la 0wang x excited ada majlis makan2 neh....
aku lak yang excited lebeh...h0h0h0...
pape p0n...i'm h0ping that 0ur batch could unite laa..
kal0 x masuk,susah r...
nak duk cni 5 tahun insyaAllah...
kal0 adanya ukhuwah antara kita ni,kita akan saling mendoakan sahabat2 kite...
mana la kita taw,dlm byk2 d0a 2,ada yang termakbul...
maka,sama2 la kita berd0a...
jgn ingat diri sendiri je ek....
aisey...terbagi tazkirah lak...hehehe...
lama x wat baek neh...
sekali sekala ape salahnye...kui3...
tapi siyes 2...ini bt0l2,bukan c0baan!
h0h0h0h0....

3rd molar!!!

2008-10-14T02:27:00.003+08:00

3rd molar ialah sejenis gigi yang dikenali dgn panggilan gigi bongsu...baru2 ni,aku ada operati0n buang gigi tuh...bukannye suke2 nak buang,gigi 2 bermasalah sket...
gigi 3rd molar ni,dah x penting sgt skang...
sama r cam 2nd molar...
tapi bleh je kal0 biar die tumbuh...
cumanya in my case,gigi 2 menyerupai gigi 1st molar...
die besar sket..
malangnya x cukup space dah kat gusi ku ini...
hahaha...
tapi seksa gak r abeh2 operation 2...
sehari aku berdiet seyh!hahaha...
sakit w0o...
die jahit gusi aku...
s0k 2 bengkak lak pipi ku...
sampey ada owang kata kena beguk..
aig0o...
papep0n,idup perlu diteruskan!!!
mulut sakit pun,bercakap itu perlu...hehehehe...

x nampak sgt bengkak belah kanan 2...hehehe...

xM....

2008-10-14T02:16:00.006+08:00

aig0ooo....selanjar 1 dah lepas,selanjar 2 plak bakal mendatang...study x abeh g...cane neh????
h0h0h0...
watever it is,learn from mistakes...sudah2 la main2 oye...
serius skeet!!!hahaha...
wish me luck ye...
it's kind of hard though...tapi insyaAllah...
okeh!GANBATTE KUDASAI!!!!
hehehehe....

otakku tepu!!!!

2008-09-16T01:27:00.003+08:00

aig0o....ID dah abeh...sok SEQ lak...tepu seyh otak aku menghafal ayat2 yang panjang...cane la nak jawab sok ni....tapi insyaAllah....
BELIEVE IN MYSELF!!!!!hahaha...
doakan kejayaanku sepanjang aku blaja kat cni...
smoga dapat keluar jadi dentist dalam masa 5 tahun...insyaAllah....
bismillahitawakkal tu 'alallah..........(^_~)

intr0!!!!!

2008-09-14T12:02:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah...berjaya gak create sebijik blog walaupun sok ada selanjar 1 medic...tepu seyh otak study!sekali sekala kene gak ada keje sampingan..kang masuk wad 5, xde owang nak ngaku kawan..kui3...buat rakan-rakanku,jemput2 la melawat blog ku ini...kalo ada pape hal leh kite share di samping merapatkan silaturrahim...nak mesej den x cukup kedit lor...hehehehe....maka, that's all 4 the intr0!insyaAllah kita akan terus ke udara lagi di hari dan waktu yang x sama...sekian saja...wassaalam....btw,rasanya x terlambat nak ucap....SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN!!!!jangan lupa beramal...(^_~)