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My current working place :

PUSAT PERGIGIAN KANAK-KANAK & KOLEJ LATIHAN PERGIGIAN MALAYSI
No 3, Jalan Sepoy Lines, 10450, Georgetown, Pulau Pinang

oren maniyah~!

this post has nothing related to oranges though..it's in korean, meaning long time no see..i'm a big fan of korean celebrities now, and movies, and dramas..and songs..hehehehe~

i dunno whether there are actually people reading this blog, but thanks to those who happen to read my blog..and welcome..i haven't updated my blog for quite some times..it's not really hectic in here, only pure laziness...

i was thinking of updating my blog from time to time now..there are some emotional issues that i dun think i should never speak in front of other people, but i really wanted to at least let it out..so i'm doing it here..

please look forward to it..thanx~

strive for the best...insyaAllah...

salam 'alaik...

menurut kiraan hari yg ada dlm desktop ku, lg 15 hari sy bakal menduduki selanjar 2...aig0oo...rasa cam baru jek lepas selanjar 1...alhamdulillah...lepas gak walopon rasanya preparation x cukup lg...

pengajaran gak ntuk xm kali ni...nota x abeh g ni...cns...tajuk yg bt0l2 tough...xtaw cane nk ilangkan rasa nervous neh...ya Allah,Engkau permudahkanlah urusanku ya Allah...

gdluck ntuk rakan2 ppsk yg tgh berjuang dalam dewan peperiksaan minggu ni...semoga kejayaan milik kita bersama...insyaAllah...

Yosh!!!doakan kejayaan bersama...

wallahualam...

win7..hehehe..

salam...

xde pape yg penting pon nk di post ari ni..saje tetiba teringat nak update...byk bnde lain lai sbnrnye dah pikir dah post,tp asik lupa jak...nnti2 la yek...time kasih byk2 kalo ada sape2 yg rajin bukak blog neh...maklum la..update pon setaun skali...h0h0...

nak cakap ape psl win7 neh???hehehe...saje nk prom0t...saya guna win7 skang neh...heheh..alhamdulillah..menarik gak...win7 ni adalah latest version drpd win vista, & 4 sure much better than vista...bak kata kwn saya yg tolong adjust laptop sy neh (arigatou ne~..^^,) ,win7 ni version yg buang sume bnde x guna dlm vista & tmbh2 bnde yg menarik...plus,tenet connection jadik makin laju!!menarik bt0l...hehehe...

tp sbnrnye x brp elok sgt la laju2 sgt neh..dah terpengaruh ngan facebo0k lak...aig0oo..bukan ape,skang asik ngan game kat fb tuh...seb bek stick ngan 2 game je..kalo byk g xtaw la...tp insyaAllah,skang ngah cuba elak dprd main sokm0 (kaki game saya neh!aig0ooo)...walopon kekadang gatal jek tgn ni nak bukak fb...hahaha...tp tenet laju lg ok gak actually, sbb x bazir masa tggu die loading...hahaha...

pape pon, elak dr perkara2 yg lagha..insyaAllah...doa2 kan la ek...wallahualam...

syawal dirai,pemergian ramadhan ditangisi....

salam'alaik..dah berkurun x bukak blog neh...maklumla..musim raya mana sempat nak berinternet...sokmo dlm keta on d way g berkunjung ke rumah sedara2...alhamdulillah...dpt jugak merasa kemeriahan Aidilfitri...

tp,hrp2 rakan2 x lupe yg misi kita untuk meningkatkan ibadah x sepatutnya terhenti sebaik shja laungan takbir raya bergema di masjid2 kwsn umah kita...sepatutnya usaha kita selama sebulan tu bersambung hingga ke bulan2 yg seterusnya supaya setiap masa kita akan dpt rahmat dan kasih syg Allah s.w.t...

sabda Rasulullah s.w.t,"barangsiapa berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan,kemudian ditambah dgn 6 hari di bulan syawal,bersamaan dgn setahun ia berpuasa..."

ayah saya menghuraikan maksud ayat ni....maksudnya,puasa di bulan ramadhan selama 30 hari,dan setiap ari kita berpuasa diganjarkan dgn pahala seperti 10 hari kita bepuasa...maka,bila kita puasa sebulan di bulan ramadhan,seumpama kita berpuasa selama 300 hari..ditambah dgn 6 hari di bulan syawal yg juga diganjarkan pahala 10 hari puasa,bersamaan 60 hari...300+60=360 hari...setahun la tu kan??huhu...

semoga rakan2 berjaya dlm menunaikan puasa 6 di bulan syawal ni yek!jgn asik igt nak beraya je...huhu..igt,raya tetap raya...tp ada batasnya..semoga kita x terlampau bersuka ria sgt smpai lupa apa tujuan kita hidup di dunia ni...dan semoga segala pahala yg kita kumpul ni xkan berkurang dlm bulan2 seterusnya disebabkan dosa yg kita dpt tahan waktu ramadhan,tp bulan lain,kita qadha balik...nauzubillah...

teruskan beribadah...semoga kita sentiasa di sisiNya...wallahualam...

"tidak aku ciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk beribadat kepadaKu..."Ad-dzaariyat : 51....

merdekakah kita?

dah nak abes 31 0g0s dah pon, tp kalo ikut kalendar Islam skrg dah masuk 11 ramadhan dah...

rasanya selalu dah kita dgr pasal merdeka ni, tp suka sy nk ulang, dah betul2 merdeka ke kita ni? bg saya la, kita hanya merdeka di mulut2 org2 yg naif lg xtaw ape2...sbbnya minda rakyat malaysia skrg ni mostly kesan racun penjajahan tu belum wear off lg..huhu...sbb ape? sbb kita hanya merdeka dr segi fizikal, tp tidak mental...

kita ni skrg sedar x sedar merupakan apprentice kepada gaya hidup barat....tp yg xbestnya kita hanya apprentice kepada budaya yang mengagung-agungkan hiburan...mana x nya, kalo tgk kat tempat2 yg maju kat malaysia, cuba ckp kat mana yg xde org yg mengaku islam, tp masuk kelab malam, clubbing, minum arak, wat maksiat...xpon yg merempit, itu ikut barat la tu, bajet drift...h0h0...kalo tgk cite2 yg ditayang skrg ni pon dah byk yg ikut style barat...pasangan kekasih kene peluk2 baru romantik...smpai ada 1 tahap adegan kissing walaupun x buat pon, tutup ngan payung ke, tp x ke itu dah cukup untuk menunjukkan betapa kebaratan nye malaysia skrg...

kdg2 sy bengang jek kalau dlm paper, artis ni in real life peluk2 ngan makwe die masuk paper jd kontroversi, tp kalo dlm movie ke drama siap tid0 peluk2 main2 lagi xpe pulak? 4 d sake of dunia seni la kon0n...haish...x phm mentaliti org zaman skrg ni...bukan nk kata yg kontroversi tu x patut, tp maksud sy patutnya sume yg salah x patut la dibuat sama ada lakonan atau pon betul...mcm cite allahyarham p ramlee yg sy suke ni, pendekar bujang lapok...h0h0..

pendekar :"ros anak aku dah kene culik..."
bujang lapok : "cubaan...."
pendekar : "ini betul2, bukan cubaan..."
bujang lapok :"cubaan......"

hehe...saje selingan...suke cite die...haa...kalo tgk cite dolu2 pon, mana ada sgt peluk2 extreme ni...tp time tu pon ada gak la, even x prominent sgt...tp skrg, entahla...kwn sy sorg baru2 ni masuk dewi remaja, jd pemenang minggu ke berapa ntah..bukan nk aibkan, tp dah betul...hrp2 die x terasa, tp semoga die sedar lah...

memang dah fitrah manusia suka akan hiburan, tambah lak dgn ada godaan2 halus dok meniup2 semangat sukakan hiburan...sy pon kdg2 lemah jugak, tp semoga Allah kuatkan iman kita...teruskan beramal untuk meningkatkan iman...semoga kita xkan tergoda dgn mudah...astaghfirullahal'azim...allazilailahaillahuwalhaiyulqayyum waatubuilaih....



wallahualam....

Ahlan Ya Ramadhan....

dah berapa lama daa x update blog...lupe plak isi2 yg b4 ni excited nak masukkan dlm blog...
alhamdulillah..hidup skang dah x bz sgt..dugaan xmungkin xde,cuma kene sentiasa berusaha menjadi seorang yg kuat dr segi fizikal n mental..tambah2 lak dgn virus influenza h1n1 yg ngah merebak ngan dahsyat (hyperbola jek)...alhamdulillah takat ni xde lg kenalan or family yg infected...

alhamdulillah..setinggi2 syukur kepada Allah s.w.t kerana selagi lagi kita berada dlm bulan yg mulia bulan yg diberkati n dirahmati, ramadhan al-mubarak..sedikit terkilan sebab selalunya sambutan raya lagi meriah drpd sambutan ramadhan...sedangkan dlm bulan ramadhan ni la peluang ntuk kita rebut mcm2 peluang ntuk tambah n perbaiki amal ibadat kita selama ni,..

lagi terkilan sbb dah mula promosi untuk hari raya, kuih raya, sedangkan amalan puasa masih x cukup2..bg yg cukup dr sume segi alhamdulillah..tp bg yg nampak bulan puasa ni sbgai bulan wat duit tp ibadat xpedulik sgt, moga2 sedar lah...

kalau dekat negara arab, bila abes ramadhan beramai-ramai menangis meratapi pemergian ramadhan bagaikan seseorang yg kematian ahli keluarga yg sgt disayangi...amat hairan kenapa kat sini xde pon mcm tu...kdg2 diri sndiri pon lupa sbb asyik leka dgn kemeriahan hari raya, tp bila fikir2 balik, agak2 sempat ke kita bertemu lg ramadhan tahun hadapan?bulan yg diberikan peluang seluas-luasnya untuk beribadat n memantapkan iman dan amal, bulan yg di dalamnya dihujani pelbagai nikmat, bulan yg di mana setiap amal setiap perbuatan yg kita lakukan diberikan pahala...beruntunglah sesiapa yg bijak memanfaatkan bulan ini dgn sepenuhnya...tp hrp2 berkekalan lah amal tu even lepas ramadhan...

kalau kita boleh duduk berehat sekejap dan berfikir, apa yg kita dah wat selama ni?adakah cukup amalan kita?adakah kita x pernah wat dosa kat org?pernah ke kita tersakitkan hati sape2? 1 hadis, mengenai org yg muflis di akhirat...sahabat bertanya, apakah maksudnye? maksudnya, org yg byk beramal, tetapi byk melakukan kesalahan terhadap org lain...di akhirat kelak akan diberikan pahalanya kepada org2 yg dianiaya tersebut, hingga 1 tahap habis segala amalannya dan hanya tinggal dosa2 untuk ditimbang, maka neraka lah tempat baginya...

moga kita tidak tergolong dlm golongan org2 yg rugi, sama ada di dunia mahupun di akhirat..jgn lah pula kita puasa, tp apa yg kita dpt hanya lapar dan dahaga, tp x dikurniakan pahala atas ibadat yg kita lakukan walaupun pada bulan ramadhan...

~Ramadhan, bulan memantapkan ibadah, bukan semata-mata bulan untuk beribadah...~

wallahualam...

AGM PSP

Salam ntuk semua...
ni nak share sket la berkenaan sumthing yg br kejap td berlangsung...annual grand meeting persatuan sains perubatan sebenarnye, tp sj je kanak2 dental ni nk mnyelit...hehehe...xwat pape pon, sj tgk2 smbil teman rumet nk g ngundi...huhu...

nk dijadikan cite, pas isyak aku ngan rumetku beserta 2 org g shbt g la makan kat piza...hehehe...tetiba teringin..bajet2 time org ngundi br dorg nk join...alhamdulillah...sempat gak smpai b4 pencalonan n pengundian, even agak kalut gak r...ye la...tgh dok sdp2 makan tetiba dorg call, tnya kat mana..suh dtg cepat n ajak ramai2 lg muslim sbb non-muslim amatlah ramai...aku yg bukan medic ni pon agak terkejut gak la dgr..terus je km smbil2 mkn smbil msj kawan suh dtg...kalo lg rajin call trus...then bungkus jek makanan tuh sume wat balik...tp mmg waktu 2 dah kenyang gile dah pon...hahaha...

smpai2 sana, mmg nmpk la keramaian kanak2 chinese ngan indian neh...waktu mengundi, agak nmpak la ke x sepakatan tuh...yg malay undi malay nye calon, dorg undi dorg nye calon...tp pndgn aku la, mmg patut kita sbgai muslim meneraju tonggak kepimpinan ape2 persatuan pon dlm kampus ni...bukan nk kata bwh pimpinan dorg, x gerak kampus...cuma dr segi islamik x sedap la bnde tu...nnti diorg wat program x berapa memenuhi syarat2 yg diperuntukkan syarak plak..ye la, mana la dorg taw kan...hehehe...tp mmg bangsa dorg skrg kbykn phm islam, cuma x bt0l2 phm...kalo x xkan la dorg still kafir kan...hehe...tp hidayah milik Allah...semua tu hanya Allah je yg tau...sdgkn kita yang Islam ni pon still terkontang kanting cuba memahami Islam n mengamalkan Islam dgn menyeluruh...Astaghfirullah...

cuma yg agak 'panas' td tu bila tiba2 ada plak 1 grup non-muslim mintak kira semula...xphm gak sbb pe dorg xpuas ati..beza undi ada la dlm 20...plg kurg pon 10 r beza...tp ntah la...bila ramai bntah kira semula, dorg trus kuar dr dwn..sume!bukan nk kata sorg 2...sume...nmpk sgt la ke x puasan ati dorg tuh...hmm...xtaw la balik ni dorg nk post pe kat blog2 dorg...hehehhe....tp time 2 xabeh g prgram...bila nk wat cdgn,usul sume, nmpk la ramai muslim je tggal...ada kot n0n-muslim sorg 2...

tp ada 1 cdgn ni yg agak mengejutkan ramai pihak, sbb yg wat cdgn ni 1st yr...dorg x puas ati sbb u lain byk dissect cadaver...hahah...xnak la aku...kang dorg wat ngan aku2 skali kene...xnak2..xsanggup seksa mayat tu...then td bekas ydp b4 ni ckp, skang die dah final yr pon, xrasa penting pon dissect cadaver tu...sdp nnti dorg nk jaga org idop kan...yg dah meninggal tu bhgian lain la...tp agak bgus la bila ada senior2 kata, dr kata nk gak bg stdnt tgk bila masa autopsy dibuat, so dorg nmpak...tp, ntah la...cam ngeri lak...hehehe...

tu je rasanye...cdgn lain tggu la dlm blog psp nnti...blog i ni nk cite sket2 je...hahak...cuma nk cakap tahniah buat akhi azizi selaku ydp psp yg baru...semoga psp di bwh pimpinan akhi akn berjalan dgn lebih smpurna...jgn lupe dak dental skali taw...hehehehe...

wallahualam...

mY bB!!hehehe...

ni la hamster2 aku...nama dua2 Bb...pggil je bb, nnti sure dorg dtg...tp kene bg mknn la...hahah..
dah gumuk dah diorg...makan je taw...tp aku gak yg suke bg makan...hehehe...xpe...gumuk pon comel hape...mueheehehhe...

saje nk share gmbo bb aku..tgk la yek...muehehehe...

ni bb ngah bersihkan kaki...hee..

ceni la die ngintai org..kot2 ada makanan..heheh...

ni ngah makan sambil duk atas perut...comel sgt!huhu..

makan carrot juara ikan bakar..h0h0h...

yg atas 2 tid0 fesyen yg xsopan...bwh ni br elok sket...hehehe...cam bola...h0h0...

ni tmpat fevret die masa lapang...tp kali ni sbb org nk amik gmbr, die tnjuk muke lebih...haha...

ceni la die time bosan2...merenung masa depan....

dorg suke berebut roda ni..bila dah bosan sama2 tid0 bwh roda..hehehe..

haa...ni mmg suka makan kuaci...fevret!h0h0...dia pndai kupas sndiri...huhu...

itu je nk share...my luvly bb!hehehe...kat umah byk g...tp yg ni bela kat sini...hehe..jgn gtaw org!h0h0h0...tp kekadang rasa cam kesian kat die...asik terkurung dlm tu...kdg2 bg gak main kat luar...tp xleh bg g jauh2..kat luar byk kucing...x snggup!!!!hehehehe...Y(^_^)

Rakan Masjid

salam'alaik...rakan masjid ni sebenarnye br nak start melebarkan sayap kat usmkk neh...di bwh Pusat Islam usmkk, dipengerusikan oleh akhi huzaifah,medic 4, rakan masjid skang ni ngah mngumpulkan lebih ramai ahli ntuk join aktiviti2 islamic kat dlm kampus ni...semoga diberkati insyaAllah...

buat rakan2 masih belum mendaftar, anda sume digalakkan berbuat demikian...byk pekdah jadi ahli neh...kalo ada progrm yg kene byr leh dpt diskaun...pape program yg dianjurkan oleh rakan masjid akan str8 dipromosikan kepada anda thru phone...sumenye di ujung jari anda...hehehe...

ni saje nk promote kad ahli..muehehehe...kalo exco ada gmbr...sori ye...jgn jeles...hehehehe...

depan die...no 12..jgn jeles ye rakan2...muehehehe...

bhgian blkg...ni gmbo aku kene highlight...gambo skema...hahak...

so..pe lagik!jom r join..ramai2 kita berjuang ntuk Islam..semoga dgn program2 yg diadakan kita sume dpt beroleh manfaat, ilmu yang berguna n maybe dpt isi perut gak...hehehe...smpingan je makan tu...nnti di sisi Allah lebih drpd tu kita akan dpt..lagi 1 manfaat, kalo sahabat kita busy, nnti kita leh share ngan diorang...bukan ke lg bagus gitu?kita dpt sebarkan Islam sambil muhasabah ntuk diri sndiri...

ISLAM 4 ALL~~~

wallahualam...

reunion dental 08/09

insan2 yg mengusahakan program ni..syukran ya sahabat...

bnde ni br wat je smlm...sj dorg yg naek 2nd yr wat...katanye rindu kat kami2 d14 neh...

muehehehe...bangga bt0l ada org rindu nih..ni susah jd kanak2 yg dirindui neh...hahak...tp rindu dorg gak...slalu je jumpe,tegur2 gak la...tp smlm jumpe agak sume cam best lak...lama xkumpul cmtuh...walopon ada freshies(adik buddy budak2 tuh yg dijemput ntuk mnghabiskan makanan...hahaha...), tp mainly ntuk kami la program ni...aku rasa amat gumbira lg berbesar hati..thanx dear frenz...

photographer yg xsedar org amik gmbr die...haha...

memula sesi taaruf, sbb dak2 tu bukan kenal sume pon...yg d14 pon ntah2 die xpenah nmpk muka kot...(ehem2...hehe...) waktu tu xtaw la nk suh dorg panggil 'kak' ke x...tp last2 xckp pon pggil kak oye,aku kata,"nama saya azma hayati,nama faymes oye..pggil je oye...huhu..."so ikut dorg la nk pggil ape...pggil kak lg ok kot...nmpk cam senior sket...hehehe...tp kak oye...hhmm...baik pggil kak azma je la...haha...

sesi taaruf n luahan perasan..huhuh...

then, sorg demi sorg gtaw pe masalah dorg...cam sesi luahan prasaan gak la...tp ada 1 ketika tu je aku sebak smbil bergenang air mata, bila Fina cakap, die sedih bila pikir, nnti kitorang final yr, dorang xkan ada kat sini lagi dah...aku lg la sedih...dr b4 ni g aku dok pk bnde tu je...

beza setahun x kesah...tp bila byg yg dorg xkan berada ngan kami lagi waktu km final yr, mmg sedih yg amat sgt...walaupon br setahun kenal, tp x snggup abeskan setahun yg terakhir tu tanpa diorang...

sesi bergambar b4 makan...muke lapo dah masing2 neh..hehehe...

makan2 time...huhu...

tp insyaAllah...kalau jodoh pjg, insyaAllah nnti leh jumpe lagi...syg korg sume...(^.^)

pantai irama...lalala~ \(^.^)/

jumaat minggu lepas, aku,fad,oli,nad,z ngan aishah g pntai irama...saje jalan2 cari pasal...hahah...

sewa keta ustaz fikri stgh ari,pg tu g test komputer ntuk lesen memandu jap...seb bek lepas...hahahah...ye la...br pg tu nak bukak buku...dah la wat prektis b4 2 fail..haih...alhamdulillah...markah x tggi pon at least lepas...leh wat lesen L dah...muahaha...besh2!!!

driver terbaik 2009..hehehe...(mengampu je ni..hehe)

balik2 tu,trus naik keta g sana...dah la keta kancil,sumbat 6 org!leh byg x...org dpn best r...yg blkg ni cam sardin...seb bek dekat je n fad tau jalan...h0h0h0...

ni pas lunch ngan solat...lepak at pantai time!!!lalala~

sampey2 tu g lunch jap...sedap gak r mknn die...aku ngan oli dok aim satay,tp die xbukak plak...ptg sket br bukak...abeh mkn g solat...ari tu kan muslimin solat jumaat,so km g solat lmbt sket...kang tetibe sesat lak dlm klgn muslimin...masjid 2 xde la kecik,kang km g nyebok xde tmpt lak dorg...hehe..

fadhilah terlebih epi lak...biasala..jarang amik gmbr kan...muehehehe..

abeh solat, g lepak tepi pntai...oli bawak tikar dr bilik die...waktu 2,br prasan btpa keciknye bilik kat murni ni compare ngan pntai 2...hahaha....dok menyempit gak 6 org atas 2 sempit2 pon,makan gula kapas,air berkarbonat,colek buah,ayam goreng,eskrem,satay ikan....hmmm...tu je kot...haha...byk x makan...ngarut je keje....pasni kalo nk g lagi kne bwk mknn sndiri la...h0h0h...

makan colek buah ngan satay ikan...satay ayam xde,satay ikan pon jadi la...hahak...

balik ptg 2,xsempat pon makan satay...isk3...sedap r satay...sape2 nk g situ sila la blanje aku satay yek!hehehe...

tem balik tu plak,cane ntah salah masuk jalan kot...sesat smpai ke kb...hahaha...yg dok blkg ni pon xprasan sgt...wat cane..nyembang xigt keliling...hahha..tp alhamdulillah...seb sek sesat kat kb,kalo tempat lain??hahah...

nak balik dah ni....h0h0h0...

itu je nk cite..pnglaman sehari di pantai irama...best gile~~~~ \(^.^)/

p/s : pesanan ntuk sape2 nk g pantai, jgn lupe bwk tikar besar yek..muat ramai2 sket...heheh...tp paling penting, jgn lupe bc doa yek...kang sesat lak...muehehehe...

D14 ...\(^.^)/

salam...

ni nk tmbah lagi post ntuk ari ni...hehehe...

d14 2 sbnrnye nama group dak2 yg ngulang dalam batch kami neh...doctors in 2014...insyaAllah...tolong la doakan ye rakan2 yang terbaca...
kalo boleh nk semua yang terkandas ni dpt kejar balik walopon xkan berada dlm year yang sama, tp kita still 1 batch...bt0l?hehe...

buat rakan2 d14, aku cuma harap xde la antara kita yang still tensen lagi...mmg tensen, aku pon tensen, tp sbb korg tensen...hehe...bukan nk suh korg relax, mmg patut study..cuma jgn paksa diri sgt...kesalahan yg lepas bukan sbb kita x pndai, n bukan sbb kita x blaja, tp bg aku, rezeki kita belum smpai...semua tu ketentuan Allah...kita hanya mampu menerima, tp dlm masa yang sama, kita cuba ntuk belajar kesilapan lepas n perbaiki diri ntuk masa yang akan datang...

"demi masa. sesungguhnya manusia itu benar-benar berada dalam kerugian. kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, serta yang berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran, dan yang berpesan-pesan dengan kesabaran..." al-'asr (103 : 1-3)

manfaatkan masa yang ada...nasihat ntuk diri sendiri gak neh..rasa cam byk dah masa terbazir sejak stat masuk sem...ntah la...rasa cam dah merancang...siap wat kalendar g...tp kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah tau ape yg lebih baek bagi kita...ya Allah...permudahkanlah hari2ku...
memang letih bila ape yang dirancang xjadik,bnde lain pulak bertambah..tp insyaAllah,aku mampu lagi ntuk tahan semua ni...Allah xkan timpakan ujian kecuali Dia tahu kita mampu ntuk atasi kan?
wallahualam...

sibuk @ mnnyebok??hmm...

assalamualaikum kpd sape2 yg rajin baca blog ni...hehe...ye la..dah beribu taun x update...sure org pon malas nk baca...wat cane..bukan malas nk menulis,tp x berkesempatan...itu la nk cakap neh, x tulis sbb sebok ke sbb suke menyebok...haha...bukan menyebok wat ape pon..tolong owg wat keje...bagus ape...heheh...
skang dah stat minggu cell & tissue...walaupun byk yg dah taw, tp lect kene g jugak...cuma kalo terpaksa tu...hehehe...tp yg tukar lecturer HARUS pergi...mana xnye..kang laen die nak laen kite jawab kan...mmg la isinya lebih krg,tp yg ngajo yg wat soklan kan...huhu...
alhamdulillah...skang group study berjalan ngan lancar walaupun ada ketika aku xdpt nk dtg awal @ even join,disebabkan kesibukan yang melanda...bukan xnak bg komitmen,cume tanggungjawab aku ni terbyk sket drpd ahli yg laen...bukan wat bnde keji kan...kite tolong anjur program ntuk stdnt kampus ni gak,ntuk kesejahteraan bersama...gpon aku jadi exco b4 tahu kene ngulang lg...sume 2 b4 ni punye perancangan,cuma skrg nak dilaksanakan...cuma agak terkilan bila ada yg kata bnde2 2 xpenting...ye la..aku sedar, sbgai pelajar yang mengulang x spatutnya aktif sgt dlm aktiviti2 lain...tp kalo bg aku, xbest sgt dok study 24 jam xkuar bilik...x bersosial ngan kengkawan...2 hv everything in balance sepatutnye yang terbaik...mmg patut lebihkan study,peluang ada skali ni je...tp aku ni jenis kalo pikir pasal study 24 jam nnti lagi tensen...xbleh2...xnak tensen2...


papepon,insyaAllah aku akan usahakan yang terbaik supaya seimbang sgla apa yang aku buat tiap2 ari...sedih sgt bila terpikir balik,aku ni asik pikir ape nk buat ntuk dunia je...tp ntuk akhirat,ape pon x prepare g...mcm mana la kalo tetiba esok dah tiba waktu ntuk kita kembali ke rahmatullah...agak2 ape yang bleh kite bwk sbgai bekal??
wallahualam....

new sem,new spirit insyaAllah...

it has been more than a week since the new semester had begun...i just hope i could endure new obstacles which i haven't seen any coming...4 now...hehehe...
although,i do have 2 spend more time rearranging my schedule...well,new sem...everybody wants 2 start new activities...n i,happened 2 be involved in more than 1 activity within this more-than-a-week time...it's kinda messy,but i think i had it all in my planner...alhamdulillah...life has been better rite now...i haven't got new friends from the freshies though...but it's ok...i'm glad 2 know that my friends in yr 2 haven't neglected us who had left behind...well,their support really helps..that's the only reason i could still hang out with my friends,ignoring the year gap between us...even listening 2 their enthusiasm 2 start new sem was a bit sad 4 me,but i tried 2 look at the bright side....next yr insyaAllah when i managed 2 further 2 2nd yr,they can be my tutor...hehehe...
b4 this i was thinking of posting about how stressed i am when i knew that my old room last yr is again my room this yr!everybody blamed our,i dunno what's his title- in pjbt desa for rearranging us into our 'beloved' rooms last yr..well wat do u expect???almost everyone from my batch got the same room as b4,the same roommate of course...yes of course i'm grateful that i have place 2 stay,but it's not fair!i think i deserve more than triple room,which made me join lots of activities last yr apart from joining it bcoz i like it...whatever....rite now i can b happy with my old room,coz i've got new roommate,which is my bestfren...so now i rarely go and hang out at other people's room...hehehe...
what else eh?hmm...not trying 2 b 'riak',but i was chosen as the vice president of the repeaters group...insyaAllah..i'll use all my effort 2 help this group 2 b strong...2 bo0st their spirit...2 b the best among the rest...not all effort though,most of it 4 study of course...heheheh...
i think that's all...i've got class 2morrow...i've been studying other tough courses in bioethics block though,so i dun attend the lectures much...hehehe...dun try 2 do this at home...h0h0h...i'll start attending fully during cell&tissue block perhaps...huhu...but,dental classes...i hv 2 attend every lect...attendance is taken maa...aig0o...
insyaAllah...eventhough we were left out a bit,but we will soon catch up...even u guys(those in 2nd yr) r no longer there,u'r support is more than enough....help us find our way back...success shall b ours insyaAllah....wallahu'alam...

gudbye days....holidays....huhu...

at 8am 2morrow, me n my friend r about 2 rush 2 d pjbt desa 2 get into our rooms...i've been in usm for more than a week, with the status of 'menumpang bilik org'...hehe...luckily not just us,lots of other people who went here earlier shared the same luck with us...how mean could they be not letting us get into our rooms with reasons that they dun wanna disturb the new comers...well,as though we're gonna kill them or somehing...as if it worth it..haha..
the reason why i came here early was actually bcoz i wanna study with my fren..so unfortunate that that noble intention can never b accomplished since i've got fever at 1st..not H1N1 confirmed!by myself..hehehe...other people was not infected though,so....i suppose i'm not one of d vicitms rite...hehehehe...then i have 2 help selling things for my coming program ALL ABOUT EVE...btw,the program will be held on 22nd n 23rd july,so all girls of usmkk,come n join us!we've done lots for u guys...hehehehe...
next so-called obstacles, i am now staying in nurani...2nite is my last nite staying here 4now,so i've been packing back my things in murni since early this week...but u know what,i'm so darn mad when i saw my things which should be in boxes scattered all over the floor just in front of the door...not outside luckily,but still...darn!so irresponsible 4 them 2 act like that...they were just thinking about their things that they let other people's boxes burst like hell in there...some of my notes even have footprints on it!talk about apex!what does that really mean???i mean, only the staff n some lecturers were so proud that this univ is an apex univ..i dun actually know about it though...hehehe...
anyway...i hope tomorrow n the day after tomorrow won't give me any problems...the start of new sem n the end of the holidays...let just pray that Allah will help us by making things easier 4 us...insyaAllah...rabbana yassir wa la tuassir...wa la haulawala quwwata illa billahil'aliyyil'azim...
gudbye my lovely holidays...the best of it was to be able 2 spend my holiday with my bestfren here...hehehe...
wallhualam....4 my adik tersyg yg kat sblh ni,jgn la marah aku x bg baca....baca la bile dah abeh tulis ni.. hehehee....
sekian....\(^_~)/

faiLuRe is neVer fiNaL....

i've been thinking of posting this a while ag0 since i haven't posted much these days...well,lots of things that i need 2 say actually,but most of it lost before i managed to reach this so...so unfortunate maybe...huhu...
but i think i've made my point with the title over there...yup!samo words...but i'm actually trying to soothe myself with those words actually..for those who didn't know,i had failed the final xm last time, and so i have to repeat another year in 1st year..how glad will i be,stays young for another year...
to tell u the truth,i was so...sad...i'm a disgrace to myself, my family...that was what i'm thinking back there...nevertheless, i have to agree, no obstacle is given to those who can't handle it...i dunno if that's right, but my point is, there's always a reason behind some unhappy things that happened to us.. for me, i was grateful that i knew, i have lots of friends...not just friends,but true friends...and on top of them, i have a good friend...and i'm missing her right now...it's been 2 days since i've come home, and i've already miss her so much...hehe...
oops..there i go again, away from the topic...ok,come back already...that time when the result is announced, and the time where my name's supposed to be recited, which never happened, was the time where i'm truly depressed with myself...i was thinking, how will i be able to meet my friends anymore...everybody who had suceeded...i felt so small at that time that i want to crush myself with something...luckily, they helped me to stand again...but then, when i told my sister 'bout this, she was so upset that she even cried with me thru that phone..i've tried to be strong and not to cry, but as soon as i heard her voice i burst into tears instantly...she has put high hopes on me, but i've let her down....the same goes when my mom called her and wanted to talk with me...i just couldn't stop crying....but then, i got calmed when my mom scolded me for crying over my first failure...it's not the end of the world...there's still chance for me...as my sister said, people will never ask when i'm a doctor whether i was a repeater or not...as long as i manage to be a good and of course, professional doctor...but another thing that made me sad is that things will never b the same anymore...my friends, i can no longer be with them everytime even if i wanted to..i used to be such a thick-skinned, but i guess i can no longer be one after this...that requires extra courage u see...i cried everytime i think 'bout it that i can't no longer go 2 lectures with my friends, joke around during break time...although there're still many friends that share the same condition like me, but i really want to be with other friends too...

for my friends who had passed, congratz..i just hope u guys won't look down at us..help us, because ur support really helps...never forget me even if u really wanted to...huhu..i'm sorry for all the mistakes that i've done, the offense to anyone...thanls to all my friends who had brought happiness into my life...i was never this excited during the first year(is it?) hehe...whatever it is, i wish u all the happiness in life, blessings from God and success in ur life now and hereafter...

wallahualam...

wiN, L0sE @ dRaw...

Life is a challenge...ever since we were born, nothing is made easy 4 us...we had 2 go thru lots of difficulties 2 understand what life really means..whether it's meaningful, whether we've wasted it or no change...those are the boring life that makes people do stupid things 2 find happiness...they never knew that the real happiness is when we are being loved, and not just being loved, but being loved by Allah..the most merciful...the almighty...
this is another concept that people especially muslims had left out behind...we were busy with our job 2 get high salary,busy with our study 2 be the best student among the nation, but we forgot who gave us all those things...all the wealth,health and else...our God,Allah s.w.t. He gave us a brain 2 think, all those complex creation in our body..that's why we are the greatest creation..human...eventhough humans are known as the weakest creation compared to angels and devils..but still, Allah has His own reason to put humans as the 'khalifah' on earth...that's why we have to worship Allah the almighty 2 get his blessing, his taufiq & hidayah so that we won't get lost in this journey of life...
a simple example is my professional xm last week...it has just ended last thursday(yea~), i can't really say it's hard but it's kinda hard..hehe...of course, who shall give u easy questions for medical student...i'm not one though, but still i have 2...well, life must go 0n not matter what...i was thinking how will i be able 2 get high scores when i was 2 busy during those days..(i didn't know i was busy doing what..hehe...) but when i think back, i began 2 realize, it's not 100% effort that counts, it's effort + prayers + tawakkal..insyaAllah...He'll give us what we deserve...all we got 2 do is ask...seek anything from Him, and you'll be surprised...He shall always be there when u need Him...because He loved us...2 bad though 4 people who still didn't realize...and in this fight of life, we are able 2 choose whether we win, lose or draw..and i choose winning...because Islam always wins...
wallahualam...muhasabah diri for me and everybody who read this...syukran jazilan kasira...

oN uR maRk.............

23 days left b4 our pR0 xm this 26th April...hope by that day, all of us are well prepared...of course, sitting 4 d xm that shall determine our place in year 2 next sem...
frankly speaking, i'm so darn afraid...lots of notes need 2 be read, and yet only 3 weeks left b4 xm...what d0 u expect can be read within that range of time actually?
but still, we have 2 keep trying, persevere and pray a lot...no matter how hard we've tried, but if we didn't put our trust in Allah, very high possibility we won't be able 2 succeed...
insyaAllah, if we have faith in him + our own effort and willingness 2 sacrifice then success is ours...
last nite was a great example...i've stayed up last nite to study...(but i think i spent most of the time in front of my laptop..internet was 'very good'...it's so tempting...hehe..) i was all alone in this dark room, others had went 2 sleep...i was listening to the music when suddenly i heard someone screamed....it sounds as if she's scared or something...i was actually in front of the window...then i peeked outside 2 see whether something's happening outside...nothing...just a bunch of girls laughing...nobody 2 be seen though...then i heard my friends next door talking...i went outside 2 their room...i was knocking their door when i heard someone crying...darn!is she from this block...?i mean the one that screamed just now...my friends were so afraid actually...they even hesitate 2 open the door just bcoz i didn't reply when they asked who am i...well, i thought they were just joking..hehe...
then i went back 2 'my room' and my friend was already awake...then we ate something coz we're so darn hungry...during eating, 'that person' suddenly kicked the door or something for several times...it was as if she's angry of something...and then i made my own conclusion, stress!hahaha...of course...what else can make people act like that...
the point now is, i hope my friends won't act like that...it was crazy, and in my very humble opinion, stupid...sorry to say this,i know she's stressed...but that's not the best solution...
for us muslims,pray..may Allah be with us...praying makes us calm and when we're calm we shall be able to think properly... so guys, remember...we just have to do the best..and the rest,leave it to Allah...



wallahu'alam...