s0b3....='(

these are the pictures during my eldest sister's wedding....i was s0 sad when i 1st l0ok at these pictures,coz i can imagine h0w merry it is 0n that day..being the only 0ne wh0 can't make it there makes me sad even m0re..wawawawa....

nway,th0se wh0 wanna see these pictures,dig in!=P

minGgu Hed0nisme...

bnde ni dah lama berlalu..tapi skang baru berpeluang nak nyebok kat dalam blog neh...hahahaha...
even rakan2 ku suke ngutuk...ye la,jarang gile post mnde2...skali pos, amik ngkau!
hahahaha...
btw, 2 all my friends, 4 those who never heard of hedonism,read till the end..i can't assure 2 fully understand, but it will be enough 4 u guys 2 just know the points of it..hehehe...
kite cakap campur2 sket eh...tapi bak kata cikgu Norlia, kal0 1 ayat 2 sume bahasa english,1 ayat lain bm sume xpe..itu bukan broken namanya..hehe...
hedonisme ni, mengikut pemahaman aku, adalah hiburan yang berlebih-lebihan...kita kat mesia dah mostly terpengaruh dgn cara halus yang digunakan oleh pihak musuh untuk menumpaskan umat2 Islam kat dunia ni...guna cara keras spt perang, penjajahan 2 obvious sgt..maka digunakan cara yang agak bijak sket, yang die taw konfem berjaya..
bukan nak ngutuk, ini kebenaran. just tgk remaja zaman skang ni...clubbing, melepak kat shopping complex dari pagi smpai pagi esok...
bak kata ust Akhil Hayy, makin byk shopping complex, makin byk hiburan...makin byk hiburan, makin byk maksiat..makin byk remaja yang terjebak dgn keseronokan duniawi yang palsu ni....
bila diberi ceramah diperlekehkan...this is not an assumption...remaja zaman skang ni makin berani menunjukkan betapa gahnya mereka melakukan maksiat....
orang kafir ni bijak, guna hiburan ntuk menumpaskan umat Islam...yang iman lemah 2 insyaAllah terjebak..yang iman agak kuat alhamdulillah....
eventhough masih ramai yang sedar, tapi dah ramai yang jadi mangsa hedonism..we're not talking 'bout mere entertainment that we've done in hostels, our home such as watching tv, movies etc, although those are also part of it...but my point now is more on those includes the attitude of muslims nowadays who have deviate from the right path...kal0 kita tgk balik, memang sedih tgk keadaan umat Islam zaman skang...
semoga rakan2 ku yang tersayang xkan tergolong dalam golongan yang mengagungkan dunia ni...
minggu hedonisme ni dilancarkan lebih kurang minggu lepas gak r...
yang aku paling suke, malam untukmu wanita...
bukan sebab aku mc (cewaah~~), tapi sbb perjalanan program 2 sndiri...seronok terlibat ngan program2 gni...tambah2 yang melibatkan ramai rakan2...seronok...
rasanya 2 je kot..tulis pjg2 macam la owang larat baca abeh...aku pon malas nak baca balik...muehehehehe....

WhY?????

on 13/12/2008, i should actually attend my eldest sister's wedding...but instead, i was stucked in usm sitting for my xm!wuwuwuwu...that was the first 'kenduri' held at my house...

why should they pick that day for the xm??????

<== my family...

i've tried 2 ask the representative of my batch 2 request for other date, but that was the best they can give...

after the xm, i went out 2 kbmall(hehe),and my friend at home who went to my sister's wedding messaged me and tell me 'bout it...i'm s0oo darn sad!i never had a chance 2 look at the 'pelamin'!

luckily my family made a 'uniform dress' for that day,where all my family members wore the same baju kurung and baju melayu..and of course, i wore it t0o...but i celebrate it from kelantan...waaawaa...

the theme 4 that day was purple..mmmm...my favourite colour!hehehehe...

ni gamba along aku bertunang...latest picture during the wedding blom ada... ==>

well...i shouldn't feel sad anymore,it's already over...i still have other siblings, and my own wedding!hahahaha...

gigiKu baKaL menJadi LaWa!!!!hahahaha...

yaY!!!n0 more c0mments 'bout my teeth,coz it's gonna be more gorgeous than b4..yeah i know, it's already well aligned,cute,pretty etc..(muehehehe...) but there's something i need 2 alter...and i did!

i am now wearing this thing called URA...i dunn0 what it stands for either,so don't ask me!ask those dental students other than 1st year students...hehe...

so guys, please!stop envying me...i know it's hard 2 accept, but insyaAllah,my teeth will be much better than b4!hahahaha...

p/s : can't show u the picture of ura coz i'm wearing it...haha...it's ok not 2 wear it though,coz it's not the same as braces, but rite now i don't have the picture...just wait...and i can't show any picture of me wearing that t0o,coz i'm so shy...hahahaha...still,just wait till it works ok!

i mish my sch0ol life,my sch0ol,and my scho0l friends....(T.T)

xtaw la nape,tiba2 ari ni rindu lak kat sekolah ku dan lain2 yang sewaktu dgnnya...

aku rindu warden kejut bgn subuh,xpon kawan bilik sebelah kejutkan...pastu gi jemaah kat surau...balik 2 leh trus brekfes...berebut2 masuk DS...tolong amik makanan ntuk kawan...

rindunye...

tapi skang,sume owang kene bgn sndiri...kal0 yang bgn awal 2 bagos la..keep it up..tapi yang bgn subuh gajah ni,kene up sket!huhu...wallahualam la kal0 ada yang x bgn langsung...

pastu rindu suasana nak gi sekolah...even lebih kurang je cam nak kuliah,tapi x sekecoh time kat sekolah...aku kal0 bleh sume owang dlm blok 2 aku nak tegur...hehehe...

aku ngan wany ==> abeh kelas sume berebut gi makan...yang bestnye kal0 lambat geng dah jaga tmpat,xpun tolong amik makanan...kal0 awal kita r kene wat..huhu...

tapi skang,makan pon kat bilik je...even kal0 makan kat cafe pon,bukan kenal pon owang meja sebelah2...x semeriah waktu itu.....

<== time dinner batch 05/06

gi prep ptg pon besh...kal0 de PG(Program Gemilang) or kelas,bleh merayau2...hehe...tapi takut gak tetibe terkant0i ngan HEP ke,warden ke...aig00oo...

kat cni pon ok gak...time demo bleh jalan2 gak...h0h0h0...tapi kat cni xleh berpoya-poya sgt...huhu...

pastu ptg wajib turun riadah...even lepak2 kat bengkel pon kira riadah la...asal kluar dari bilik...haha...tapi kal0 gi main pon besh...release tension skeet...

tapi kat cni,ok la ada futsal...tapi cam xgerak gak...aku pon cam malas act..hehehe...ntah la...nak kata nak study,lepak je...hmm...

aku semasa bergelar exco Badan Wakil Pelajar... ==>

dinner pon besh makan ramai2...abeh2 round maktab ke,riadah dlm bilik ke,gi makan ramai2..kdg2 lauk sedap gak...kadang2 bawak balik pinggan kat bilik...hehehe...

prep malam lagi la besh...time die lama sket...byk masa ntuk merayau...kal0 baru balik dr cuti itu la time ntuk siapkan keje2 umah yang x wat kat umah pon..h0h0...

makan supper kdg2 besh,kal0 burger ke,sosej xpon nugget...tapi slalunye time2 ujung mnggu...best w0oo...bleh round2 maktab sambil makan supper...pastu leh amik supper ntuk 2nd round...heheheh....

tapi skang xde dah round2 u...gila ape??punye la besar...xde la besar sgt pon...besar sket la tp dari skolah...hahaha...

tapi aku pon rindu suasana student...sume muslimat pakaitudung elok je...sama2 betulkan tudung,sama2 con tudung..hehe...

tapi skang,ada sesetengah kwn kite ni,tudung pon ntah ke mana...rambut warna...

hmmm...

even kat skolah pon dah bleh nampak,tapi dulu pakaian xde la obvious sgt kepelikannya...aku rindu nak tgk dak2 sekolah aku pakai sopan...

skang dah ada yang pakai baby-t,seluar pendek etc yang mendedahkan aurat...

selesa ke pakai camtu????~sigh~

pastu kat surau,slalu b4 maghrib@ lepas subuh ramai slalu baca Al-Quran...suasana 2 memang best..

tapi skang...xtaw brape ramai yang still konsisten...aku pon kdg2 x terbaca...astaghfirullah...

pastu time dak laki outing kite ada usrah.....walaupun sekejap,tapi aku rasa time 2 la yang patut kita manfaatkan...ye la...sekolah sains ni kan kurang sket pendedahan agama...

alhamdulillah...kat cni byk program2 berunsurkan agama....at least dpt gak aku ikut program2 ceni..

kat sekolah dulu kal0 couple memang kene abeh r...ngan ust Romli,Pak Hassan etc...

kal0 yang couple 2 senyap2 jumpe,kdg2 berbalas surat...sms pon,kalo yang bawak phone la..h0h0..

tp skang, orang couple xde segan silu dah..bukannya nak kutuk,sekadar menegur...

pegang2 tgn,peluk2....konfem ke korang kawen ngan die???

even x konfem pon,still x halal ntuk even menyntuh...

couple pon act salah...bukannya xleh bercinta..cuma ada caranya....

aku rindu waktu kat sekolah...sebab time 2 aku rasa cam sume owang keliling aku owang yang baik2...sume bertudung...solat jemaah....aku sedih bila tgk perkembangan kwn2 aku skang act...kal0 ada kwn2 skolah yang terbaca,aku bukan kutuk..menegur...aku xnak kawan2 yang dulu aku nampak baik skang jadi pelik....harap2 korang sedar...aku takut,kal0 kat akhirat nanti,aku dipersoal...nape x tegur kawan2??padahal dulu kita sama2 njoy kat skolah...main2...tapi bila bab agama,kita xpenah nak wat sesama...wallahu'alam....

XM...........=P

Alhamdulillah...both medical and dental 'selanjar 2' had passed...a bit awful though...i know it's useless 2 regret,but i act regret nothing...coz i think i've tried my best..i've read all the notes..but still, the xm's still to0 hard for me...maybe it's becoz of the question,the topic or even me...but mostly it's coz of me..it's kinda hard 4 me 2 remember everything in a short time...aig0oo...

nway, all those things had passed...time 2 move on to the next chapter of my life...life must g0 on...it's not like the world has ended rite??hehehe...

pray 4 my success!!!thanx...h0h0...